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Listening to: Lingin - Agressive Audio
Reading: Life of Pi - Yann Martel
DEATH NOTE HAS BEEN TAKING UP ALL MY HAPPY EXTRA LEISURE TIME!!
Uh, well, all 2 hours of it anyway.
My 22 Hours is dedicated to my THESIS. Hopefully we'll be able to bookbind the papers by tomorrow. SCHOOL SUCKS I WANT OUT.
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Listening to: Polysics - Bye Bye Red Sneaker AND OMG!!!! --> +81 - Deerhoof (c/o BP)
Watching: The Queen
I AM GRADUATING GO GO GO GO!
I AM SO PSYCHED TO GO WORK AND BE A MINIMUM WAGE EARNER PHOTOJOURNALIST OR RESEARCHER OR FOOD SERVER OR NEWSPAPER REPORTER OR BROADCAST JOURNALIST OR ANYTHING!!!! Well I like any job (granted that they pay me).
HAHAH just last month I was like "NOOOO I DONT WANT TO GRADUATE" yada stuff stuff. And Randy was all, "Oh, we have to graduate someday... Why not now" etc blah. BUT I AM SO PUMPED TO BE ALL HELPFUL IN THE WORKFORCE!!! I'M TOTALLY OKAY TO GO TO A DINGY OFFICE, A NARROW DARK ROOM OR WHATEVER AS LONG AS I HAVE A HONEST (RELATIVELY DECENT) JOB AND STABLE PAY. I cannot wait to start sending my parents my monthly salary and be all feeling like, "WOW finally I can pay of mumsie and papa"!!!!
*sigh* two months to go. PUMPED, MAN! Lalalalala.Labels: graduating, happy thoughts, job
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Listening to: Hands Down - Randy Ceniza (Acapella) xD
Reading: Tambara Vol .20

Labels: happy things, xbox
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FACE IS REMOVED FOR GREAT JUSTICE
Listening to: Gemini - Spongecola
Reading: (NO RECENT BOOK! SADNESS! Err.)
HAPPY DAY TODAY! OMG SO SWEET! FINISHED THE FINAL THESIS DEFENSE! HUXX!
Picture for EOFF Album (recent photo ftw). Photobucket is still messing with me and I can't manage my file extensions on the Fora so I got irritated.Anyway blogger is being such a bossy little devil, making me change my old blogger account (which, until now, I refused to give up).
TODAY IS HAPPY DAY. Congratulations to me and Randy. We done good and we done at last. No more crazy thesis-mode days! HURRAH!
I requested Pippy the Hippy his book, Life of Pi. I hope I will be getting it soon (Hello, UK!)
>_< >_<
Labels: celebration, happy things, picture
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Listening to: Welcome, Ghosts - Explosions in the Sky
Reading: Anansi Boys - Neil Gaiman

RIP - Jung Da BinThis is one of the infamous February shocker of 2007. It was the kind of surprise that stung like a barbed slap on the arm. I used to really like Jung Da Bin and counted her as one of the Korean actresses that I watched out for. Her characters in films and television series were always the bubbly and loud sort, and from a viewer's (or a fan) perspective, I could not find anything to do with her and the word suicide.
I found myself scared to sleep alone. Not to seem rude or anything, but I could almost picture her hanging on my ceiling, or simply crawling toward me. *grins nervously*
OKAY FOR A NON-DEPRESSING, NON-FRIGHTENING NEWS OF THE DAY:
I finally received my first BOOKMOOCH.COM request. I received Anansi Boys by Neil Gaiman from Chetan Solanki of Singapore. I was so happy and so excited.
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Listening to: Legend of Zelda - System of A Down/Weird Al/Random Band
Reading: Handling Sin - Michael Malone
SEIGE DAY AND I WAS LATE. W00T.
YAY TO LUINA AGIT.
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Learning Macromedia Flash.
YAY MY DOODLES ARE MOVING WOOT!Listening to: The World That He Sees - Trans-Siberian Orchestra
Reading: Ranma 1/2 Vol. 2
NEW YORK---Working for the legislative council has never been so BORING. OMG I HAVE NOTHING TO DO EXCEPT TALLY AND TALLY SOME MORE.
This immaculate boring-ness makes me doodle and yearn to go home or go back to school. I wish I was somewhere else.
The office could've been okay, because it's really cool and neat, it has WIFI, and has free coffee.
PICTURES: (since my photobucket refuses to work today)

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Listening to: Medicating - Boy's Night Out
Reading: Yahoo! Answers
Randy's at someplace far away and I'm here munching on chips playing Ragnarok Online yet again waiting for him to text me. The patching stretches to, like, forever.
But wow LEVEL-UP has this nifty http://my.levelupgames.ph which kind of works wonders for me because I have more than one ragnarok log in names and now I can register all 4 into one account. And I can divide my top-up as I see fit, too. Nice.
SEE YOU AT CHAOS! <3<3
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Listening to: That song from cauterize with all the 'I Wonder' stuff
Reading: Kathy Sue Loudermilk, I Love You
OMG so i totally forgot about bragging Randy in this blog. Right now I'm at my sister's room hogging her DSL but nvrmnd, let me tell you the story about what happened hours before.
So it was 2:30 class and randy announced to me that he'd take me out to KFC later, but everyone heard so they were like 'OMG RANDY TEH KING! SQUEE!' (KFC for struggling, poor, hungry seniors is like food nirvana). I was so happy that we saved enough to eat out so I was like YEAH! YEAH!. So webdesign class started and I was reshaping hotspots and randy was all over his dancing stick figure, this time people behind us were making fun at each other, and well I don't know how we both got into the jokes, yeah it was stupid and immature meh but funny still. Edjie was shoving his design on us, it was a cool design with DEATH NOTE as its main theme. So Edjie said to Kahlil, "Dude, where's that Manga?", and Randy said, "Huh? There's only banana here!" (HARHARHARHARHARHARHARHARHARHARHAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!) So the class laughed at that. This was the joke that he repeats again and again to me, especially when I say, "Let's go to national bookstore, I bet they have new Manga there".
Class ended and we proceeded to the stairs, I was wearing heels at that time (for practicum *scoff*) so I told him, "Awww my feet hurt, let's take the elevator", and he said, "are you sure? it'd take us a long time to go down" (err too many people at leisure time 3:40pm). I wondered aloud, "So what? What's the rush?"
DUM DUM DUM!
"I have 6pm class at Maharlikha."
YAY THAT'S ALL.
END.
Explain? Err, so here goes. RANDY, a former Judo student in moo doo kwan soo bahk do dojo (WHATCHICKENEVER!!!), is now a full fledged member of the Maharlikha Grappling Systems. YAY! JUI-JITSU!!
Well I wasn't supposed to brag this to anyone but well technically, blog=/=anyone.
because RULE NO. 1 YOU DO NOT TALK ABOUT FIGHT CLUB.
lalalalala. :)
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FIRST POST FOR 2007
Listening to: Calculating Infinity - The Dillinger Escape Plan
Reading: My Darling, My Hamburger

PLEASE SOMEBODY SHELL OUT $19.99 FOR ME!
I just really really need to have the One Million Masterpiece 2007 calendar.
Because I want to know if I was included (it IS free to dream, right) so I'd know if... if...
I gotta get me some of those green USA dough.Well anyway, I deleted my myspace account. PERVERTS MESSAGE ME FREELY. And myspace updates and alerts me like crazy, which makes for a very messy yahoo inbox.
I hate messy inboxes, I have mine organized in folders, labeled, neat and spam-free.
Classmates, Distant Friends, and Neighbors. Message me offline through nifty YM.
Goodnight.
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Listening to: The Taste of Ink - The Used
Reading: Pita-Ten (Vol 5) some random tokyopop manga
Quote: "I AM THE CLEF CHIN WONDER!"
FOREIGNERS: BAWAL PA RIN ANG PAPUTOK DITO SA DAVAO
(this bags the prize for the most fantastic sign created.
Because most tourists/foreigners can't understand Filipino. :D)Apparently, one Canadian citizen staying at a Fil-Am friend's house bought some illegal fireworks from a recent trip to Dipolog and let it off late last night. According to sources, he was shocked to find authorities banging on his door. He tried to explain, but the police would have none of it. (As they say, ignorance of the law excuses no one.) He was reprimanded and his fireworks confiscated.
o_O
DRAGONFORCE! WHY WOULD THE WHOLE WORLD FORSAKE YOU?


I love dragonforce! Don't you just <3?
God is so mad that he cannot play guitar as fast as Dragonforce that he invented Emo music to piss them off. Unfortunately for God, this plan backfired when Dragonforce realized they could fuel their airship, DragonHeart, with these bands after they melt them into liquid form them with guitar solos.
HAHAH
Okay okay enough fun for one night. Happy Hannukah for the Jewish People!
We are having a very quiet season. Fireworks are prohibited and people are too busy gorging themselves with
noche buena to care.
I EXPECT MANY PRESENTS. ANY LESS THAN 20 AND I'LL BE DEPRESSED!
Season's Greetings now I have to get back to my one-girl rally.
*picks up picket sign:
HINT: I REALLY LIKE DRAWING TABLETS*
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Listening to: Free Man In Paris
Watching: Princess Hours (what can I say, I'm as sucker for korean romantic stuff involving royalty)
MERRY CHRISTMAS CITIZENS!
This, my friend, is a season to be w00t-happy.
This is the first time in 2 years++ that I received my first real rose from Randy. I've never felt so girly in my whole life than last Tuesday when he revealed the single pink rose inside his backpack. I've never been so kilig! Shhh Don't tell anybody that!
I was quite surprised, really. I once received a paper mache rose from him last February but that doesn't really count, does it? He gave the paper rose to me as an apology for sending me home in the middle of our 'date' to get the Devil May Cry 3 at home. But now! A real rose the day after an annoying argument! How sweet is that? And with it, a cute lavender teddy bear to say He's Sorry! Ow, this boy is spoiling me to pieces.
Anyway I'm working at Philippine Daily Inquirer, writing my butt off from 11am to 4pm. The people are doubleplusgood there. Amazing journalists overwhelm me.
Randy is working at the Philippine Overseas Employment Agency, a tifle far from where my office is. I hope this doesn't put a strain over our being together.
I'm happy this is another breathing room for the both of us but I can't help miss him every lonely lunchtime (I have no classmate working for PDI), eating my crappy packed lunch. While he dines at SM mall (just across POEA) with Apple, Kharr, and Theresa in the restaurant of their choice.
I cut my hair. It's shorter compared to the shit I had. My hair needs some brushing and maybe some gleam. I try to take care of my hair now but it's requires so much money and effort, things I can't afford to give away so freely.
I always seem to end with a very sad note, don't I?
Hopefully I can have some non-gloomy stuff to put up here soon.
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This is Bernadette, my classmate.
(I'M HER SECRET SANTA FOR THE CLASS CHRISTMAS PARTY!)Listening to: Your Hand in Mine - Explosions in the Sky
Reading: same
I'm making it a mission to give Randy a boxful of assorted candies every Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays. These are for the boring classes.
I have given him a hardbound book, "Sex, Lies and Headlocks" a biography of Vince McMahon and how WWE was formed.
I after his class today I'm giving him UFC 2006 DVD, with Frank Shamrock, Chuck Liddel, the Gracies, and Arlovski matches. He loves his MMA. And he's taking up Judo... so what better pre-Christmas gift, right?
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Listening to: Slow Down - The Academy Is
Reading: A Treasury of Irish Myth, Legend and Folklore - W.B. Yeats and Lady Gregory
Watching: Revolutionary Girl Utena (the movie)
I already gave Maya her Christmas gift today: "The Storyteller's Daughter", the hardbound book that I bought at the mall last Saturday. She was pretty happy about it, and we both gushed at the books I was about to receive by mid-January (it takes so long because international mail is the pits!); the books, Baudolino by Umberto Eco and Anansi Boys by Neil Gaiman are courtesy of the fine people at Bookmooch.com.
Anyway I haven't made much progress driving my kuya a hard bargain for a tablet and scanner. They gave me a brand new mouse though (a mouse again!!!!! ToT as if that's any consolation.)
So, I made lots of commishes that accumulated for the past months! (*singsong* negligence so much~~~~~!) I worked so hard in MSPaint (Special people might notice that their sketches are from Painter 9. Don't worry; it's just favoritism to the ninth power.)
April 2006
Minase-Check (email)
Cockie-Check (email)
Dale-Check (printed)
ThrasherSci-Check (myspace)_
Joan Soco-Ah?
Kresh-Check!!! :DD (friendster)
May 2006
Clang2x-Check (I don't have her email WTF)
Paul-Ah?
Randy (Happy Birthday!)-Check! (email)
RRR-Check (email)
July 2006
RRR-Check (email)
Solace-Check (email)
August 2006
Ate Ivy-Check (email)
Ate Liza-Check (friendster)
Ate Aning-Check (friendster)
November 2006
Apple-Check (friendster)
Leigh-Half-Finished (myspace)
Miss Rye-Check (EOFF)
Arghh… Cauterize is getting annoying *switches song*
Listening to: Damn Regret-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
My tatay gave me this ultra fucking cool leather bag, maroon in color and rad in style. He bought it for under 50 pesos in ukay-ukay (half of my shirts are from thriftstores too! So cheers to practical and thrifty genes!), and it contrasted so well with another gift, this pair of mundane slippers called Havaianas that my sister gave me which cost her a whopping 1,500pesos. Imagine the extravagance.
EXCUSE ME BUT MY SISTER SEEMS TO HAVE LOST HER HEAD.
So what is up with all these gift-giving? Hmm, the Christmas bug must be spreading, I hope it bites you. (Hint: I might be wanting AMANO: The Complete Prints. Thanks. :D)
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Listening to: Punk Rock Song - Bad Religion
Reading: Lament of the Lamb 1 - Kei Toume (TokyoPop)
Starting:
1. A JOB!
Well, an On-the-Job training anyway.XD I'm on the list for GMA (yes! the television network w00t)
I think I'd have the confirmation next week. >.> Err... am waiting anxiously.
2. MANGA!
I'm starting yet another manga which definitely wouldn't be finished, and would have nil readers ToT, because I suck at drawing.
3. PART TIME JOB...
I want to apply for an internet cafe. :(
Anyway advance merry christmas. I hope you saved enough for gift-giving. I didn't.
o_OI have to add:Randy and I went to the mall to see
Guerilla Film Festival 4 (got a little nostalgic because it's the 2nd Guerilla Film we watched together ToT sigh*sigh)
Films this year are A LOT more understandable, as compared to last year where artsy films didn't equal to comprehension of the given plot.
Guerilla 4 now has THEMES for every filmmaking team: Drugs, premarital sex, pregnancy, etc. The genre diversity is lowered, but in this respect it's a lot less confusing.
AND ZOMG FOR DOCUMENTARIES. IT SURE AS HELL MADE MY WEEK!!11!!!!onehundredeleven!Titles and Synopsis presented as such:
DOCUMENTARIES
1.
Ang Kangit-ngit Sa Dabaw (lit. The Darkness in Davao)- DESPITE THE NON-ENGAGING NAME, IT'S THE MOST WELL-EDITED, WELL-WRITTEN DOKYU PIECE AMONG THE LOT. I'm not saying this just because my classmates made this, and not to suck up to them because they mentioned me in the film's ending credits for a poster design which never pulled through (gawdaful, non-l33t design: MY FAULT) but because the documentary was really kick-ass superior. Even if I were Phil Scie and I watched the film I would take an absolute liking to it. It was organized, dramatic, and it seemed to have an important message to tell.
Aicha: Yeah! They pulled it off!
Randy: That was good.2.
Salot - A film made by University of Mindanao. FUCKING BORING AS HELL SORRY TO THOSE CONCERNED BUT ITS CRAP. KTHXNEWAY FOR THE RESEARCH, WHAT YOU DID WAS OVERKILL, REMEBER TO KEEP IT TO YOURSELF NEXT TIME. STORYTELLING DOESN'T NEED STATISTICS.
NOT TO SOUND RUDE OR ANYTHING BUT YOU COULD DO WITH A BETTER FEMALE REPORTER. HER PLUS POINT GOES TO HER GOOD VOICE BUT HER TEETH DOESN'T FILM WELL.
Randy: I could've done better with a fork.SHORT STORIES
1.
Mukha - Started off like a Maximo-Oliveros thing. THE DIALOGUE IS FANTASTIC. Actors were loud where noise was called for and pensive when needed. The camera handling was superb, and unlike any other. It's wasn't perfect, but it did make for a very neat film. It had a touching ending, though. Double Plus Good.
Aicha: Awwww... <3
Randy: :)2.
Asa Ka Adto Pedring (Where Are You Going, Pedring)- For a John Paul Seniel digital film, this is DIRECTED VERY POORLY. THERE IS NO TENSION WHEN THE SCENE CALLS FOR IT. I was a bit disappointed after Seniel's piece at the Indie Film Festival at MTS.
Aicha: I could've done better with a booger.3.
Badjao (a/n: One of Davao's Indigenous Tribes, usually lives near natural bodies of water) - Pre-prod must've rocked, but the post-prod is sucky. YOU'VE JUST EMPLOYED A BAD LEADING ACTOR. CROSS HIM OFF THE LIST. YOUR DIRECTOR IS A RETARD. INCREDIBLY CRAPTASTIC EDITING.
Aicha: ....
Randy: ....4.
Matris - ??? I HATE CLIFFHANGERS. ESPECIALLY FROM RIOTOUS FILMS AS THIS.
Aicha: WHAT
Randy: WHAT(more to come later)
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Listening to: Faint Resemblance - Rise Against
Reading: Path of Daggers - Robert Jordan
The CINE EUROPA event held yesterday. Very troublesome. Logistics committee invisible. Got grabbed to help out with Design committee. Overtime work, tarpauline too large. Met with international persons. Specifically director Basilius Vlouminus of Greece. Or whatever.
HAAAAAPPPPYYY THAT ITS OVER.
PLAYING TRICKSTER ONLINE. FILIPINOS HAVE NO ONLINE GAME ETHICS WHATSOEVER.
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Listening to: Somewhere Over The Rainbow + What A Wonderful World - Israel Kamakawiwo'ole
Reading: EOEO
Just moments ago I bit randy's head off when he asked me to buy him a protractor and a ruler.
I was too sorry and apologized 25 seconds later. :( I'm so mean.
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Listening to: Private Eye - Alkaline Trio
Reading: Wilderness Tips - Margaret Atwood
BACK TO DOODLES!
HAHAHAHAHAAHAH!
God Bless Bookmooch.com
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Listening To: Another Word for Desperate - Straylight Run
Reading: Economic Development - Michael Todaro
Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?
~Rise Against
SCATTERBRAIN KLUTZ.
I lose a lot of things and am a master of breaking stuff into pieces. I have lost my university identification card 5 times already and was about to get a new one before I lost the temporary id card, I also lost my Imation 256MB Flashdrive, and the garnet earrings that my sister gave me. I busted my own digital camera, video camera, television set, and broke the authentic Lumad bracelet from Mt. Apo that I wore for YEARS. Oh, but it does not end here.
I also busted McRandy's stuff. The GameCube and the CTRL key on his Mac. I lost his iRiver MP3 player, his cellphone (well he also lost mine the very next day, so we are all but even) the cap on his Macintosh charger... and just yesterday, I lost his I.D.!!!!!!
WHAT KIND OF A POOR EXCUSE FOR A MORON AM I?
GOD I AM SUCH AN IDIOT. STUPID SMURFING SELF. SOMEONE LOCK ME AWAY.
There is no person in this world sorrier than I am.
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Listening to: I Am The Party - Million Dead
Reading: Spring Moon - Bette Bao Lord
I am a proud owner of a playstation portable. It's a 1-gigabyte thingamajig which my big sister and her boyfriend Craig got for me yesterday upon their arrival from Japan. It came with an AVT Off Road game (not really sure of the name), which I'm not ecstatic about, and a Lords of Dogtown UMD. That movie is one of those which I never get tired of watching, so I 'm so happy I got a copy of it.
I nicknamed my portable as "Kalina Ann", one of Dante's kick-ass guns in Devil May Cry 3. I am really looking forward to game sharing Tekken 5 with Randy.
NOW I WANT A WE LOVE KATAMARI AND LUMINES. :DD (I'm still so greedy)
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Listening to: Island of the Honest Man - Hot Hot Heat
Reading: Spring Moon - Bette Bao Lord
WOOO~ The week-long Humanities Division celebration has finally been done with. Our class was tasked to fully manage every aspect of the event. It was very very tiring but in the end we all did our best (much kudos to Kit, our very hands-on leader and production head), and the exhibit was fantastic, the Mcluhan program smooth and the Division day awesome.
I was so excited because I was one of the (last-minute) elevator ushers to greet His Exellency Peter Sutherland, the Ambassador of Canada to the Philippines and his party. He graced us with his presence during the 5th McLuhan Forum on Media Responsibility and gave a talk along with Mr. Gerry Lerio, senior writer of the nation's leading newspaper, the Philippine Daily Inquirer. It was a very lively banter between him and the other hardnews writer from the Ateneo Faculty.
In the end, our PR instructor and Division Chair appreciated our effort in making the Humanities Division day successful.
Now, we have to worry about our thesis. :( One work after the other! The deadline of the gathering of data is this monday, November 20.
And the coming event this November 27, the Cinema Europa. We wil also be the one to take care of that event.
SO MUCH WORK I'M SO HUNGRY
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VALKYRIEWING - challenge 7, piece no. 3
Just do what you can with it....remember the sky has to look like sunset, and if you would somehow put some sparkle on the water, that would be great. if you can't send it back when you're done, and I'll do it somehow.
I'm sorry I took so very long to get it to you, but we had a family emergency that needed to be resolved.
I'm gonna let tan know.
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2ND PIECE. EOFF. ERRR.... I HAVE TO GO.
Yours-- In evident haste,
Aicha
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Mood: constipated (obviously in trouble)
Listening to: There's A Fire - Ok Go
Reading: The Fountainhead - Ayn Rand

Here is Piece Numba 1 of 3 for Challenge No. 7, a traditional (yeaaa because my trusty mouse finally broke... I had it coming anyway) work done by yours truly. I finished coloring it at school, at the SAMAHAN office while I was with Kit. I don't know how to color with pencils anymore ;_____; (notice my dependency on digital coloring softwares).
Ahem. This is a piece requested by Kyono (or... err... DK): for me to make a piece with him as a True, Filipino Kanto-Boy (bum boy), and with me as a kanto-girl. When I asked Randy and Leigh and Cookie what they thought was a KANTO BOY, they gave varying answers so I didn't listen to them *-*... Anyway, for me, a Kanto Boy/Girl has both a negative connotation and a positive (um, well, when compared to the negative aspect!) characteristic. The negative thing is that a kanto boy more often than not gets himself into dirty fights for nothing, moshes himself into a big inter-village brawl, and has the verbal, excuse-my-french prowess of an 19th century sailor (think: arr...matey!). And the kanto girl has bad rep, since she hang outs with the kanto boys nightly... umm, yeah that's what it means. BUT! A Kanto Girl/Boy is typically just your neighborhood unemployed young person who spends his/her day on a nearby tindahan/tiny store, eating chips and drinking a lot of cheap soda for breakfast, lunch and dinner. They usually are pretty popular, because they usually would offer their food when neighbors would pass by.
Obviously, I chose to depict the happier side of things.
Okay, more on to me and my broke butt.
I have nil money this coming week! I want to buy water based acrylics for my Sculpey pieces!!!! Did I mention that I baked a tiny cat yesterday? Yes! She is already hard as a baked sculpey can get and she is now ready to be painted and to be made into a keychain! :3
I LOVE SCULPEY!
(thank you, randy :3....)
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Mood: Happy! :3
Listening to: infomercial
Reading: The Fountainhead - Ayn Rand
FACE REMOVED FOR GREAT JUSTICE
A photo in celebration of a finished thesis! We passed our thesis last Saturday, soft bound and perfect. I wish for a non-stressful second semester and for Randy and I to perform a good defense. It hasn't been in a walk in the park, there was not much data to gather, and our good facts have been from limited sources (some journalists refuse to help us! >:[ ). But at long last, 4 months have passed since this and the soft-bound thesis looked good enough to eat.

Errr... this is supposed to be my deviantart ID but when I uploaded it, there was some technical error and crap so I uploaded it to EOFF and yeah there it is.

FOR RANDY, FOR GIVING ME THE SCULPEY PLUS <3. He is a fantastic guy who irritates me to no end when we fight and who makes me laugh with his jokes. So yay for me having him! I wish he wouldn't be as stubborn and hard-headed, because it makes me want to strangle and crunch him to bits.
Let me learn not to hold gudges like him and for him to learn to give me time for myself when I'm angry and sad.
Did I mention he gave me Sculpey! I am now making keychains of tiny cats, bananas, chocobo (well I'm tryiiing...), and toasted bread and I am open for requests. My big sister is demanding for a lion... WTF.
Hope you have a lovely day.
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Listening to: Bandages - Hot Hot Heat
Reading: Ways to Address Women - EOFF
I have returned the books that I borrowed from the library, and I promise to pay the overdue fee. I have passed the piece for the EOFF competition. So I was able to do a little oekaki last night to celebrate:

That's me and Randy, with a delicious steak we shared for dinner at the mall. :D

That's me in the pink kimono. I went and costumed as a Japanese Girl. Happy advertising plus PR day! :3 I looked interstellar, I know. Anime-faced and all. :DD
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Listening to: Naked in the City Again - Hot Hot Heat
Reading: The Little Prince (read: spoiled brat) - Antoine de Saint-Exupery
I was on TV! It was on an early morning show, and we were there (some of my classmates) helping in the launching of an acoustic duo for our production event.
I was only supposed to be in the control room, trying to help out with live telecast, but when I went on set to tell them it looked good on-air, I was shooed infront of the show and asked to clap along while the singing duo played a song.
NOT AT ALL LESS THAN STELLAR! :3
(I've always wanted to appear on TV. That's one dream less, and 1,324 to go.)
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OMG YAY! RANDY AND I CLEARED OUR THESIS DEFENSE! (Read: College Graduation Here We Go!)
WE WORKED SO HARD FOR THE PAST THREE WEEKS FOR THIS DAY TO FINALLY COME!
I PLACED EVERYTHING ON SECOND PRIORITY TO MAKE THE THESIS AND THE DEFENSE WORK :D :D :D
And did you know this day's also special because today's our 2nd Year Anniversary? :3 Yes it. Happiness a hundredfold! :D

A quick dabble at Painter to celebrate. :3
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Yay.
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now, here's who did which picture (because you'll have to know for when you say who did which picture)

the first one: Christmas
The second one: lovehurts
The third one: Mum
The fourth one: ValkyrieWing
The fifth one: Avarice_ness
The sixth one: Zeromus_X
The seventh one: Agent Proto
The eighth one: Nominus Experse
The ninth one: Zeldy
Rengori never turned one in for this challenge
(DONT MENTION RENGORI)
Thomas Nall: http://forums.eyesonff.com/showpost.php?p=1843597&postcount=287
Thomas Nall: that's one of the judges' reviews...
Thomas Nall: http://forums.eyesonff.com/showpost.php?p=1843627&postcount=288
http://forums.eyesonff.com/showpost.php?p=1844442&postcount=303
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I won something at EOFF the day before yesterday, which I never expected to win at all.
Our challenge was done in pairs, and I got Phil (another EOFF member) as mine, and so he provided me his MS Paint design at last, and I changed the whole dress of the model because I had to synchronize with the whole MS Paint design.
But it was most fun, and I credit this win to Phil because I would have designed a different clothing if not for his pattern.
This was Phil's pattern:

And my translation of that pattern to clothing (on the model):

So onto the next challenge, which runs along the theme of the Seven Deadly Sins, aptly titled "These Sins Can't Get Any More Deadlier"...
Wish me luck. :D
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ARGH MY INTERNET IS BEING SUCKY RIGHT NOW.
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ORIGINAL SKETCH (from sketchpad)

SKETCH SCANNED AND SHADED IN PAINTER 9 (c/o Randy Ceniza)

MSPAINT DESIGN (c/o my 8-year-old neice, Jesua :D ...)

MSPAINT DESIGN CUT AND FITTED

INITIAL MODEL, BLACK BACKGROUND

MODEL IN RUNWAY VERSION

MODEL IN POPART POSTER

YAY! SUBMITTED IN Deviant Art.
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:D
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This is Ahcia, my Monster Hunter Freedom character.
Made her last night with Painter 9, my usual trusty mouse and PSP MHF Game.
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Mood: Happy
god, look at my photobucket account which funnily resembles a trash bin. So many doodles for people who forced me to draw them a decade ago. :3
I sent the link by YM.
This is one doodle that has "STFU -FOR JAAY" on it. :/ I wonder who could that be.
And another one for "Mell Witch"... eh?
Anyway, to the person whoever you are:

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MOOD: MY CITIZENS ARE HAPPY!! :DD :DD :DD
Listening to: Clear Cut - Juicebox
Reading: The All-True Travels and Adventures of Liddie Newton - Jane Smiley
Damm' Strait!
Hapaphappapi!
The Most Serene Republic of Neverwhere, one of the alliance of The Emerald Council, is RAWKING OUT! Situated in the island-outskirts of Northern Europe, the 26.04 Population Per Mile country is 8 days old with 97 working citizens of Japanese ethnicity and Shinto religion, 68 Soldiers of which 18 are deployed outside Neverwhere borders and 48 are defending.
http://www.cybernations.net/nation_drill_display.asp?Nation_ID=25138
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Mood: Hawt
Listening to: n/a
Reading: One Hundred Years of Solitude - Grabriel Garcia Marquez
PRELIM EXAM WEEK!

Yours, about to be examined,
Aicha
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MY TECHWARRIOR ACCOUNT REFUSES TO BE OPEN! AND I ANTICIPATED 7 ATTACKS TODAY!!!111eleven
CYBERNATIONS IS DOWN!!! OMG WHATTABOUT MY CITIZENS, MY TAXPAYERS, MY INFRASTRUCTURE AND MY EMERALD CITY ALLIANCE?! AIIIEEEE!!!

Because my life has just been put on hold by these horrible interweb mishaps, I am reduced to sketching on Painter 9. (T_T)
MOOD: DRATS!!11!!1!onehundredeleven sob...
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These people are way better than you.
Listening to: Claustrofuckingphobic - Vendetta Red (!)
Reading: Dinner with Persephone: Travels In Greece - Patricia Storace

I'm in an art slump. Gahh.
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Had a sudden rush of pride somehow somewhat seeing something as familiar as MRT on the face of Wikipedia. :DD
Go Pilipinas. Hurr some more.
Listening to: "I believe in the power of guitar and drums" - ???
Reading: Dining with Persephone: Travels in Greece -
Quote of the Day: I wish I didn't have to go to school -Jo
Hello. I just got back OL. I was wondering who's been using my Friendster account. 4 friends of mine told me I sent them a rude little PM (which according to them was very not me), and 16 others said I deleted them, so they sent friend requests again. This bewildered me to no end considering that I haven't been online (well except of course I'sFF, MG-TW and LawPhil) for weeks on end. And it was just today that I posted a random Friendster & Blogger blog, a GM thread and visited my D.A. Account.
Now visiting a site, http://www.kiwisbybeat.com and cried with giddy-plusgood. It's so adorable. But then again, meh for me because I am now considering Mod Art.
Addicted to the Red Room more than ever. Hope to try the Viridian Room when I go OL again, which prolly's going to be 476804657609874 days. See you then.
Everything is biased.
Astrology Major,
Dr. Kristine Amano, Master of the Universe.
(thanks to Atty. Randy Eduard, Council for One-line Happiness, for the joke yesterday.)
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Mood: Swingin'!!!!!!11!!!11111111!
Listening to: Plan of the Man - The M's

OneGirlLeftUnnamed: Oh, you have a cute Sushi-Ricecake blog.
BestbeforeXDD: OMG I DO?!
OneGirlLeftUnnamed: Does your blogging have a purpose?
BestbeforeXDD: Sweetheart, my blog is THE purpose.
BestbeforeXDD: ...
OneGirlLeftUnnamed: I don't think there's a need for your being indifferent. I'm just asking questions.
BestbeforeXDD: Then let the intelligent questions begin.
OneGirlLeftUnnamed: Godf you are stupid.
BestbeforeXDD: Jewmama.
Okay, so I WAS really mean. DD: s00ri.
Hey I just discovered something absurd. You know Cloud Strife right? His name, "Cloud" is a term used for something in a high sense of being (i.e. 'I'm on cloud nine'), or something calm, happy, peacful et cetera (i.e. 'I'm floating on clouds') but his last name, "Strife" according to the online dictionary means "Heated, often violent dissension; bitter conflict". The very au contraire of his first name.
Stupid Square.
Stupid final fantasy.
They make me unreasonable.
MAKE A FINAL FANTASY 12 ENGLISH VERSION ALREADY!!!
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Listening To: Subdivision - Ani DiFranco
Eating: Banana BBQ
Tales of Legendia:
1. Has a 17-year-old heroine who never outgrew her high-pitched pre-puberty phase.
2. Has a hero that falls short on teh-coolness-hero-above-reprimand factor.
3. Save points in every ruin is a tell tale sign of an Orerines army "surprise" attack.
4. Has a "baking system" that spells F-A-G (to be able to bake, you have to be within a house WITH an oven.)
5. When in crucial conversation mode, characters take 5 seconds before they react.
...Still playing.
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Mood: Hee!~
Listening to: The Henney Buggy Band - Sufjan Stevens
:DDReading: Vicar of Sorrows
My PS2, which has been broken for about forever, is now repaired and running! Super yay. I'm juggling with RPGs: KH2, WA4, Tales of Legendia, and that happy game, We <3 Katamari (playing it again!
XDD yay!)
I think that I made a mistake though, since I bought WA4 and didn't realize that WA: Alter Code came first
D:And I think I'll be playing AC4 Shattered Dreams and Tony Hawk 2 again for the fun of it. And Onimusha and FF The Tormented and Naruto 3. Will be buying Shadow of the Colossus + Metal Gear Subsistence nxt week.
XDD I sound so game hungry.
Well anyway, the ironic part is that I seriously screwed Randy's GameCube.
T__T Okay, I'm not the one who plugged the 110v GC into a 220v outlet, my kid nephew's friend did but I take all the blame. I mean, I wasn't there to supervise them in the game and how could they know, they're just kids...
T__TOkay I'm going to play now. BTW I'm trying hard to turn vegan. See you.
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Listening to: Firecracker - Hot IQs
Learning: Turkish alphabet
I am searching for a store named El Garaje (The Garage) along Neverwhere hoping that the rumor of a Magic the Gathering core dealer lurks around there.
I lost 70 pesos just for the ride. Help Meeee... D:
Yay QC for the Fleetwood Mac reference!
Hahahahah. :3
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Listening To: Folk Death 95 - Mogwai
OMGLMAOFFX2HURR My Fave @ CTRL+ALT+DEL
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No More Online Life For Me.
Listening to: My Dreamgirl - Neutral Milk Hotel
Reading: The Time Machine - H.G. Wells
Today I am due to assess my finances and clear my debts so I can process my enrollment. I'm an incoming senior college who has quite an unawesome view of the future. I'm growing up so fast; Soon I'll be one of the unemployed citizen of this Most Chaotic Republic.
Just 8 days ago I went back to some of my old forums: PX, SS, GM, AyY, and ARMS. I Re-registered and went back as a newbie. I thought I had more time and so I reintroduce myself to the members. Some remembered me ( ^o^ thanks to every AyY! <3 ) and some barely knew me. I went back at GM and PX and ARMS and they were still great. SS was no more.
But yesterday, I was told that by 1st week of June we were supposed to have early enrollment (to be able to have early classes.) and that was depressing. I thought of my dA, the SSS, and every stuff that I had to do online that I couldn't do anymore.
I'm going to be stuck offline being 4th year college and having a rotten time. Like, starting today.
The only hope I have is this blog (which I refuse to give up) and stuff that I upload in here from photoshop.
Sucks vaccuums, I know.
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VHS front cover for dokyu.

VHS back cover for dokyu

Userbar: Link. 2nd day of making UB.

Userbar: FSM. 2nd day of makinf UB. Still can't get the images & text to stand out.
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Totally Making Userbar Candies! Rarr! :D
My first ever try. I have no idea how to make the text+images stand out.
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I made this for the cover art for the VHS tape. Our AVP - Documentary. Will be making a fantasticer one.

I made this for the cover art for the VHS tape. Our AVP - Short film.

My deviation for SadStarSoldier.deviantart.com but I am procrastinating like crazy and I know that I have every reason to be since my art is crapcrapcrap and people at SSS will prolly not like this anyway.

^Drawn by RasHed Ceniza
HAPpy BiRtHdAy tO RANDY! <3
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Mood: a nervous wreck
Listening to: 3 Libra - A Perfect Circle
Half-listening to: Adema
^ That is what I've been busy about. Editing documentary.
OKAY! TODAY IS THE SCREENING FOR OUR DOKYU AND FILM!
WISH ME LOTS AND LOTS OF LUCK!
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busy.
bye.
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CLICK THE FLYFF STATUS WINDOW ABOVE TO UNVEIL MY LATEST DOODLE!
Mood: How would you feel if you were cheated by a Mobius promo card which promised 500,000 gunbound gold
Listening To: Stupid freestlye dakdakan muzak
Reading: The Royals (so what? I'm obsessed with how royalty eat breakfast...)
I have sent a complaint to Mobius Philippines about the evil promo card.
Anyway, yesterday I totally forgot about my scholarship interview schedule and now I'm down to a pathetic re-sched list. And the day before, which was me and Randy's "a-year-and-a-half-plus-one"-sary, Randy and I got into this really stupid fight about the heat. And the day before that, which was Labor Day, we went to the mall to play air hockey and he pwned my nowhere-ass 3 times.
But he bought me Chiku-Neh (the little beanie stuff toy on my doodle above).
It's so cute that I haven't the chance to cuddle it all day because it's always in the curled hands of other people.
Chaochao. :D lalalala.
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A very old digital piece. Just finished coloring last night.
That's Randy with his PSP @ F513.
Mood: Giddy
Listening To: Blue and Yellow - The Used
Eating: Pan de Sal
Randy's surprise was better that 6million moogle dolls.
It was a Spongebob Squarepants tiny mailman bag.
Lalalalalalala. :D *dances around*
I'm taking Randy out at "Close, But No Cigar" dc indie rock concert this Saturday at G-rock Bar.
But he's not sure if he's free.
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CLICK IMAGE FOR ACTUAL SIZE
This is the only piece of digital work I'm enthusiastic to show to the whole internet world.
Done entirely in Photoshop and on the fingerpad.
Mood: Happy-Anxious
Listening To: All Deliberate Speed - Mae
Reading: QC
Randy says he has a surprise for me today.
Let's hope for a moogle doll.
Hee~ Kidding.
BTW,
forgive me for the incoherent previous blog post. I was so sleepy and out of my mind.
Ciao.
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Mood: @_@
Listening to: Looking Back On Today - The Ataris
Eating: Taquittos
It is currently an hour and 37 minutes after midnight and I feel like going to sleep but I am forcing myself not to. Today, the production’s call time is at 4 in the morning. Me having not enough sleep is worse than me, having no sleep at all. I feel that my proper bone and muscle growth is being brought to a standstill because of this AVP.
Randy’s sleeping habits have gone haywire and he calls me up to tell me cheerily that he just can’t wink his eye close.
People in Southeast Asia except for China and other Asiatic countries with +6 GMT…
Are you all asleep as I type this?
Well, how great you must all be feeling right now.
Did you know that in Italy there is a place called the Most Serene Republic of San Marino whose principal exports are wine, wheat, wool and postage stamps?
San Marino’s official name reminds me of Grace Kelly’s title as the wife of King Rainier of Monaco. Remember? It was ‘Her Most Serene Highness Princess Grace Kelly of Monaco’.
Princess Serenity. Sailor Moon Stars. Do you remember that one too?
Serene.
What’s with the word? It makes me sleepy.
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MOOD: RAARR....
LISTENING TO: Final Distance - Utada Hikaru
Not being able to get decent sleep when you need it is the pits. Especially if I have been doing work that forces me to set sleeping aside. I mean there are times I do not want to sleep because there are so much things I want to do, but in my case I am doing something that I am tired of and do not want to work on right now.
I cannot stand consecutive days of not being able to rest my head on a soft pillow and dream fitfully. That is why even at my age at 19 I do not go clubbing or bar hopping nor love a party-til-dawn. Not just because I never liked liquor (my last drink was a glass of beer for an FSM initiation and I had to fight to keep my face straight and my throat was all red and my breath was as stinky as the beer) but because I know that a good party starts after 10, lasts up until 3 and those kinds of parties involve a lot of things I normally would not love doing. Like throwing up and flirting and being bitchy.
I just woke up and well, I felt the need to tell the blogsphere about it.
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Mood: exhausted
Listening to: Break Down the Walls, Chris Jerico theme
Eating: Growers Nuts (less grease)
OHMYGOD
I WAS GOING TO WRITE THIS LONG LITANY OF SCORN AND HATE AND COMPLAINTS BUT I JUST REMEMBERED THAT I HAVE TO MAKE A STORYBOARD YET AGAIN.
THIS PRE-PROD ASSIGNMENT SUCKS.
To tell you the truth, I am not happy compromising my scholarship duties in favor for sweltering afternoons discussing tentative shots, interview schedules and sequence treatment.
I want this audio-visual production over and done with.
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Mood: Catatonic
Listening to: Benton Harbor Blues - Fiery Furnaces
Watching: John Cena Vs. Kurt Angle Parody (Hurr.)
I am tired. I've drawn 3 storyboards for 3 AVPs.
And I am trying to land a computer layout job.

Something I doodled while getting a little lonely listening to Love You More Than Life by NMH.
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Mood: :)
Listening to:
Reading: October Light
I have a pet Rabbit named Saturday.
Randy gave it to me.
:)
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Mood: Asshole
Listening To: Bad Day - Don't know, don't care
Reading: October Light - John Gardener
Recently, I have added a two kinds of people on my THE GREAT DISLIKE list.
One is whom I would call a slut if I'm this really mean, asshole of a person. Since I am not, I won't call her a slut. But I am tagging her 'desperate-as-hell'.
She was a friend. A person I was really specially nice to. But ever since the junior year she somewhat turned into this hell-hole of misery and nobody-loves-me-so-I'll-try-to-get-some-lovin'-and-steal-your-boyfriend kind of girl.
I am not even the least bit jealous of her advances, because I know she doesn't have a chance. But I find it repulsive that for someone who I have always been friends with, she does that to me. She's biting off of my chocolate and I HATE ANYBODY who tries to steal a precious bite out of anything that is mine.
The second is a short, murky-mood dipshit whose self-righteousness submerges everybody in sight. He screams at every chance he gets and is irritating like hell. Be very wary of this creature. He stomps at every idea just because he says so.
I hate people who are like this.
I swear if I come by another of their kind, there is no reason logical enough in this world that can stop me from strangling them to death.
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I think I forgot to set my previous blog to PUBLISH POST.
Good morning. I have to go to class. =)
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Mood: Lureelullah!
Listening to:
Reading: The Unoriginal Sinner and the Ice-Cream God by John Powers
APRIL 2 - I met up with Randy at SM for our 18th No-Grumble, All-Fun Day (a more uncomplicated name for a stupid thing called monthsary). He gave me a gift of a half-pound Hershey chocolate bar.
We headed out to eat and, much to my surprise and apprehension, Randy led me to a fancy-shmancy restaurant which served the biggest steak in the whole city.
Expensive restaurants make me break out in hives, I mean I always am annoyed when establishments charge so much for food.
We had this big menu with pretty designs and ugly big prices. He said that I'm nutty and that it's okay to splurge on good food once in a while, trust me the steak here is great. I went ahead and ordered a small, nice steak meal and he rolled his eyes and changed my order to a baby back ribs twice the price of my original choice. He ordered a T-bone steak (his favorite) and told me to not argue since Stone Cold said so. Or something along that line.
In a nutshell, our steak was so heavenly and I couldn't wait to grow up and have a job and a fat paycheck so I can take Randy out and dine with him in a fancy-schmancy overexpensive restaurant again.
We went to the arcades afterward to burn some calories thanks to our enormous meal. Randy and I made a beeline for the shooting rink, to the glowing thingy which Randy hit the 100-point jackpot, and the other arcade games.
I had to cut our date short to 7.00pm because I had to get home early. But before we separated ways, he bought me a huge cotton candy. Elated, I happily floated on my way back home.
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Mood: OMG UNCYCLOPEDIA IS DOWN!
Listening to: Down the Drain - Maybe Someday
I'm getting my grades. I hope for passing marks.
Randy's sick.
WEIRD I.M.!! (Jaie* talking about an EX who wanted to die because Jaie cheated)
(blah blah... 45645x...)
(then talks about 'did not cheat ever!')
thrashersci: i am NOT a cheating heart
iamnotworthyourtime: HEART?
iamnotworthyourtime: OMFG
iamnotworthyourtime: OMMMGGGGFFFFGGGG
iamnotworthyourtime: HURRR OMFG!
iamnotworthyourtime: *barf*
iamnotworthyourtime: scuse me
BUZZ!!!
iamnotworthyourtime: KAY SORRY
BUZZ!!!
Hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
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Mood: SUMMER rly?
Listening to: Save Tonight - Eagle Eye Cherry
WHAT DOES SUMMER IMPLY?
SUMMER JOB
SOME TIRING SUMMER CLASSES
SUMMER CLOTHES
SUNSILK LIMITED EDITION SUMMER SHAMPOO which is totally crack
SUMMER MEANS BIKING
SUMMER MEANS DRY DAYS AND HUMID NIGHTS
SUMMER MEANS TAN-SKINNED SOCIALITES
SUMMER MEANS ME AND MY PESKY NEICES AND NEPHEWS AT THE BEACH
SUMMER MEANS HO-HUM AND YAY.
Just ranting about summer.
School's out and I am bored.
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Mood: La La La La La..!
Listening to: Dream Fragments
Reading: Foucault's Pendulum - Umberto Eco
My day so far... Pretty peaceful for a busy day.
I felt really happy and everything for some reason despite the afternoon gray skies. Randy's doing pretty well, too. I'd bet he's feeling jolly and great today, his mom just came from the states and bought him a Mac iBook G4.
As for my exams, it's one down, two to go!
I enjoyed the last part of the exam. It was a case study and I got to write solutions for a hypothetical event. They should have more of that, really.
I am starving for a Japanese song, that El Hazard ending theme, the "Kami-sama something Hi". Please, if anybody has that I beg of you to send them to iamnotworthyourtime@yahoo.com please. And if ever you also tell me an address to a file hosting domain, because my WALAGATA is gone (you have to pay them now and stuff).
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Mood: waiting for good news to come
Listening to: Shimmer - Fuel
Reading: Foucault.s Pendulum by Umberto Eco
OMG this is the first time that I felt like this.
This has got to be the record-breaking OMG-thing this year.
Listen to this, I took a book and positioned it on the table for serious study. Very usual. Then when I opened the cover, I felt like sleeping gas was blown directly to my brain. I felt my eyelids getting heavier by every page I flipped. I could not concentrate on what I was reading and the words were blurred. The next thing I knew was I woke up and I was on page 17 and I didn't even remember reading a single coherent sentence.
And I realized for the first time that I could actually feel lethargic with a book. I took pride in myself to have the ability to read through any piece of literature but now I sit corrected.
Well, though what I was reading was essentially a theology book, but what the hell, I WAS SO BORED WITH A BOOK THAT I ACTUALLY FELL ASLEEP.
Okay, finals start tomorrow. Randy told me to wing it, which I had actually intended to do since I am so not feeling very scholarly right now.
And I don’t think I’d be feeling scholarly tomorrow too. I feel like something’s missing and I feel like I haven’t learned anything much.
The only good news this day was when Maya told me that our MC 104 instructor considered the extension of the Tuesday deadline and permitted that we move the cut-off date until Thursday. How terrific is that?
And oh, I have new glasses already and it’s well and good. I am apprehensive about the frame, though. It looks too much like the Buddy Holly glasses that everybody’s wearing these days. I’ll be so… one of the crowd. Not deck at all. But I’ll just not wear them on my nose all times. I’ll just use it for when I’m going to read or draw or look at some great web comics.
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Mood: Annoyed. Super Annoyed.
Listening to: I WANT ANIMAL COLLECTIVE.
RPG: Tales of Symphonia
Yay for the new image. The same HTML/CSS but i gave it a litte ctrl V-and-backspace for fun.
Simplicity is the main theme here. And the color pink.
Okay i'm going.
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Mood: Pensive
Listening to: Evil - Interpol
RPG: Paper Mario! <3
I arrived late for Editing class but we didn't do anything at all. The instructor was there tinkering with his Adobe Premier and a quarter of the class was busy facing their Mac Stations and Final Cut Pro, making a presentation for Broadcast class. I sat down and realize that we are the most unfortunate Communication students to have been under the Humanities Division in the 21st Century. We are the ones who are witnessing the just-one-year-stay-come-and-go of teachers and AWOL/MIA part-time faculty; cross fires of the administration and the cruel cost-cutting issue. Due to this, we are the ones feeling like big idiots about our lack of know-how in some of the Communications field.
The first problematic subject we've encountered was the MC 23 that we took at the 1st semester of the sophomore year. It was basically a technical, research paper writing kind of thing and was supposed to teach us the fundamentals of thesis writing. But then our teacher, though highly intelligent and a veteran of many thesis (theses? thesises?), was from the Philosophy division. I joked to myself (since I am a lunatic and I talk to myself a lot) that our subject was now known as "Philosophical Implications of Research and Nietzschean Thesis".
At MC 23, we didn't write ANY research paper at all. Seriously.
We did not have attendance (which is against the school protocol), we didn't have quizzes, no recitation, nor anything that would give us extra credit to gain grades.
But we had a sort-of exam for finals, and we were transfixed with dread, because it was a one-shot, roulette of sorts. The exam was a dissertation of 5 different thesis, and it was the ONLY basis for grading.
The second haphazard subject was MC 101 in the 1st semester of junior year. Our first Journalism subject turned out to be the most disastrous thing ever. The teacher was... I don’t how to describe her, she was just... OUT THERE. I mean, she grouped the class to report on specific areas about journalism, and never made no effort to TEACH US. She got mad at my group because we used web sources instead of just sticking to her book. I mean, most teachers would've loved that, right? A student researching more about a given topic for his/her class. But NO, she just pointedly raised the book above her and twirled it around as if saying "Look At This Book, This Is What You're Supposed To Report."
Then we made her cry and all hell broke loose. She cried at the time we confronted her about our complaints, the funny things she did to our papers, and to her bogus ideas for the class culmination event. She plotted against us and was reported to have declared, "I will have the last laugh!". She made us suffer with low marks in the final grading, which, in reality we DID NOT deserve. We took the matter to higher authority and she was kicked out of the school. The only time we ever saw her again was in the Reporter's Notebook Symposium held at the school ampitheatre.
Our MC 104, MC 108, and MC350 which we are enrolled in this semester makes me want ot burst out in tears. MC 108 is Broadcast, and we consider ourselves lucky because at least up until now we still have a teacher even though he goes MIA most of the time.
He works two jobs. He teaches and at the same time is some sort of a financial adviser from some mining company or whatever. I don't know if that's legal or something, but all I know is it's academically unhealthy for us because it's his teaching job that he prioritizes less. He maybe a graduate of the Communications department from the most prestigious University in this country, but I am disappointed yet again, because I think his interest lies somewhere but here.
MC 108 is Advanced Journalism, and we have 2 teachers for that. One was an lawyer-journalist with a masteral degree in Communications who can whip up an artful feature article without breaking a sweat. She was a dynamic writer and was a dream come true for us. Unfortunately, she had reports EVERYWHERE. And our class and her journalist duties were always in conflict with each other. The second was a veteran journalist of investigative reporting. At this point of time, I'm not sure of ANYTHING at all in this class.
And MC 35O Non-Linear Editing is the latest casualty. The original teacher quit because applied for a higher-paying job because of dire financial matters that somewhat threatened his family. He was quite good in handling the class and we liked his teaching style. But since he was AWOL for quite some time, the Division hired another who is too withdrawn for his own good. But it isn't his fault, it's just he's a really young Jesuit priest. We're trying to adjust to him and he, to us.
For all that I've been through, all the subjects that I didn't have the chance to learn seriously, all the teachers that disappointed me, and to the handouts and booklets I bought for the subject but didn't really put to use, I treat them now as a lesson learned in itself: that you can never depend on something too much, and you just have to learn all the missed lessons by yourself.
I just wish college had a money-back guarantee.
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Mood: Jolly Good!
Listening to: Rilo Kiley - The Frug
Reading: On asking about "LILY" and other questions- Walter Balane YG: M.C. 3
Miss Tarantula X walked out of the room after she blew up on Joan, a classmate of mine who was reporting about a cultural studies topic. Miss X was "wasting her time" with a half-digested report. Miss X dissmissed the class with such drama that everyone was stilled. What we didn't know that it was only 6 minutes left before the time, so all that class-ending bravado was just, well, bravado.
Today I finally mastered the Frug. It was grueling and hard, but I managed to enjoy the learning process immensely.
So, the storm in Davao was just a rumor, so PAG-ASA was all disclaimer-y in their press release. They washed their hands off with immaculate disinfectant, blaming it all to malicious text message that circulated the whole rumor. But this just proves that we can't trust anything anymore these days, may it be a pass-it-on SMS or a PAG-ASA weather report.
CIAO FOR NIAO.
aitsa
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Mood: Samok si Randy
Listening to: In this Diary - The Atari
Reading: Visitors - Anita Something
WOO Storm's a-coming by 7.00pm today.
Let us all patch our roofs.
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Mood: Drab (coz it's raining like crazy)
Listening to: Prinsesa - Teeth
Reading: Path of Daggers (Wheel Of Time Series) - Robert Jordan
I haven't been online for almost 2 weeks because of things that are happening to me offline.
PROJECTS
1. MC Writing for Broadcast
Station I.D. - MCTV "Kaklase Mo!"
Program I.D. - Black And White
Anchor On Cam/Researchers/Field reporters
Spills
Footages (VTR)
Topic 1: "Picketline" - Rally/overnight vigil for the commemoration EDSA and for peaceful revolt against the administration. Held at Freedom Park, Roxas Ave.
(Spills + Footages + Interview) (Unable to attend the presscon)
Topic 2: "Batang Bangketa" - Children working by themselves after school hours in small street stores.
(Footages + Interview) (Need DSWD for comment)
Topic 3: "Everything On Top" - Featuring small cafes, tiannge, and other trendy establishments.
(Footages + Field reporter spills)
2. HUM Film Appreciation
Laura Mulvey - Feminists theories
(Summary of the theory)
Molly Haskell - Female Stars of the 40s
(2 Female Prototypes; Discuss Bette Davis, Katharine Hepburn, Vivien Leigh, Jennifer Jones)
(Need Powerpoint Presentation)
3. MC Advanced Journalism
I'm still confused on the feature writing. Is it already over? Or are we supposed to continue gathering data, until the final editing and publishing?
I want to continue on Wage War In Chinatown, but our teacher's totally MIA. And here comes another veteran journalist making us learn Investigative Reporting.
Everything's a little haywire in this class, though.
o_0On top of everything, I need to get a job. A real part-time, paying job.
I also need to have a voter's affidavit/ID by Wednesday.
Oh, I'm a SAGIP KA volunteer already! Hurray.
:)
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This is the drawing I made for Randy. Inspired by his promise that I will not be bored with him because, as he said "I will be your walking entertainment system"
Mood: Wanna Zonk Out
Listening To: Kuru Kuru Rock - We <3 Katamari
Quote of the Moment: "Whatever Happened to Dancing In the Rain?"
I spent the night at my parent's place. Surprisingly, I had fun.
My nanay and tatay, as well as my niece Jesusa was there.
All morning long we were having a blast at karaoke, and my throat hurt from singing a lot of "SAD MOVIES".
I watched a lot of shows from not-cable channels which made me annoyed for the duration of the singing contests, singing showdowns, how-to tips and a show case of showbiz love teams. I have nothing against not-cable. It's just some of the shows that make me want to scratch my eyes away.
I just got back here and at this point in time I'm pretty beat. I'd better rest up, since tomorrow I'll be watching ballot boxes for the Comelec.
I hope Randy'll understand.
Okay bye.
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(click the image for a LARGER VIEW)
At this very moment, the PLDT office is on fire.
Mood: Smug and Satisfied
Listening to: Katamari on the swing
Quote of the Day: "People are so vicious today"
I'VE JUST FINISHED MY MUSIC VIDEO!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOT WOOT!
The only thing left to do is burn it to my CD!
Yay! Feel my happiness in the exclamation points!
Hey, me and Randy are trying to go back to Ragnarok Online.
I slightly miss my FSPriestess and Randy wants to go back on his VitKnight. We still have 85million zenny and some of our +7 stuff. My +7 immune muffler, +7TripleVitStaff, and my +7 Saints Robe is still intact, by the way. Horray!
NOT.
Ragnarok makes my head ache and makes me poorer by 100pesos a week. Gahh.
I don't think we'll be going back to RUNE-MIDGARTS (what a stupid name) anytime soon.
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Mood: The World Is Picking On Me Today
Listening to: Burn Down the City and Don't Leave A Tip - One Way Letter
Quote of the Moment: "Aicha, I have a joke for you!"
The 5am Spaghetti Disaster
Remember the spaghetti I made Randy for today, the one I cooked up to 11pm last night just for me to be sure that I didn't make a mistake --that the pasta wouldn't be soggy, the sauce wouldn't be burnt--, well it turned out to be good spaghetti, but it didn't make the plan.
You see, my boarding house doesn't believe in the necessity of Tupperware. I mean, the nearest thing to usable tupperware here is the makeshift flat plate over a bowl. I needed two medium-size spaghetti containers, because it would be really icky of me to just jumble the pasta and sauce in one. I called back home to tell them I would be using "a tupperware to contain my spaghetti pasta and sauce". They said yes, and I was assured.
I woke up at 5am, just to be able to monitor the condition of my revered spaghetti. My tatay was supposed to bring the tupperware by 7.00, since I had a class at 7.30. But by 7.50 he still wasn't there. I was panicking and whining and half-crazed. I was half worried of my spaghetti not getting to class, and a whole worry for my tatay (I had dreadful thoughts that he could be in the middle of the road of crashing cars brr...) and by 7.53 he arrived, late because he had to drop off my neices and nephew at school.
He handed me something that drove me to tears and hysteria.
It was a big tupperware. For juice drinks. And inside, an unopened pack of spaghetti sauce.
WHAT WAS I GOING TO WITH IT?!
The 7am TV Class Disappointment
..or make that 8.20am. Yes, I was VERY late. But I was surprised when Randy arrived 15minutes later than I did.
We were supposed to make a repeat performance in broadcasting, so I made a idiot board about the newsbreak again. But when we were called to the front, Randy decided not to pursue the second chance. As for me, I WANTED TO EAT THE IDIOT BOARD.
But I just fell asleep.
9am Hum Quiz
Okay, I was pwned.
I only had a vague idea why films in context is a 'language' that could be 'read' as text. And I had a faint grasp of what are units and codes, signs and signifier; I just thought about how I hated Ferdinand 'Lanuge' de Saussure and his structuralist approach at linguistics.
12nn Fight
Two Words: PISSED. OFF.
I wasn't moody! I was just effing tired since I baked that huge batch of pasta!
Can't you cut me some slack on valentines day?!
Hey, I tried to make you happy, I gave you 3 heart-shaped donuts and a small gift with that heart-on-a-stick thingy!
So unthoughtful... You made me cry on valentines day. How depressing is this.
Our Happy Jounalism Class!
Mood just turned 360degrees.
Our article just got praised by 2 veteran journalists! PSYCHED! WOWOWOWOWIES!
The article I am talking about is our 3-page paper "Wage War In Chinatown", a feature story about the overworked and underpaid workers in Uyanguren st., working under Chinese-owned retail stores. I am so pepped up right now, I can muster up the nerve make an appointment to talk to the Department of Labor and Employment, and even KMU (these are the offices I FEAR.)
WOO-HOO!
4pm Video Editing
I am half-finished with my Sunday Drive MTV, and 3/4ths finished with my Flowers in the Window. I just need a couple more shots and I'm off to burning it on CD.
Maybe after I'm finished with the editing and burning, I'll be able to post my MTV on my space at Multiply.
6pm Reheating Sessions
Randy apologized to me for what he did at 12nn. He just didn't get me I guess. Maybe it was my fault too, for I have a mood as murky as an abandoned fishpond. I apologized too.
We went back at my boarding house, took the pasta out and thawed it, reheated the sauce and devoured the spaghetti that caused my sadness.
Randy practically gulped it. I am finally happy.
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Listening to: Showerdays - NoFX
This is an old photo of me, at the parking lot.
I think kRESh, the one who took this picture, was drunk.
Wish me luck on my two Music Videos! Equal luck, okay? Aja.
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Mood: Dysmennorhea(sp?)
Listening To: Blindfold Aside - Protest the Hero (woot! they're on PV! <3)
Quote of the Day: It huuurrttssss... Ow Ow Ow Shut up...
Last night I had a dream that I was pregnant. I patted my flat tummy and felt something as hard and smooth as a pebble. I ran to the mirror and cried. I saw the outline of a fetus swimming around. I crushed it with my hands.
I woke up and found out that it was my period-day. EWW.
Anyway, yucky things aside, I made something for Randy today for Valentines day tomorrow. It's something very ordinary and very maudlin. And I'm embarrassed too because the gifts are pretty cheap. I hope he doesn't mind.
At 3.40pm today I'm going to go to that art contest since our class president held me liable to be the representative for our division. I tried to tell him that I was the representative last year and note that I DID NOT WIN so it's nothing short of a miracle if I'd be able to win this now. But maybe he didn't care about winning because he said that it was okay, as long as we have a representative in the competition. Well, I'm going. We're not gonna just stand by and watch as other divisons pwn us by default. I'm fighting. Hey, I even brought my old pastels today!
On the 15th I'm going somewhere but.. I have no idea where. I'm supposed to really go somewhere that day but the thing is, it flew right off the brain.
Okay, I just learned yesterday why Patrick of Spongebob Squarepants is dumb.
Starfish don't have brains.
Ha!
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Mood: PISSED SO WHAT
Listening to: ALICE IN CHAINS
Edited:
VALENTINES IS A WAY FOR CORPORATE AMERICA TO STEAL YOUR HARD-EARNED THIRD-WORLD MONEY.
DO NOT BUY ANYTHING THIS FEBRUARY FOURTEEN.
DO NOT TAKE YOUR GIRLFRIEND OUT FOR DINNER.
DO NOT EVEN THINK OF BUYING A HALLMARK CARD.
DO NOT BUY ANYTHING.
EXCEPT OF COURSE, ODONG OR LATIK. BECAUSE THOSE PRODUCTS ARE OKAY.
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I am now starting my 3rd MUSIC VIDEO!
I picked the song Flowers in the Window. Yeah, I discarded that Everlasting Love MTV.
My First katamari damashii fan art up there.
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Mood: Depressed
Listening to: Great Romance - Taking Back Sunday
Quote of the Day: "Totally sucks to be me"
PLEASE TAKE ME OUT TO A SPECIAL PLACE ON VALENTINES DAY!
PLEAAASSSEEE...
Maybe I'll just stay at home and construct HTML and do MS Paint that day.
Yeah, maybe I'll just buy an ice cream and biscuits and spend my whole valentines day reading Stardust.
... I'm gonna go mope around. 'kay see you.
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Mood: Loved
Listening to: Photobooth - Deathcab for Cutie
Quote of the Day: "The not-yet which will be"
I took some shoots for my music video with Chris and Bruce (yay! Chris now has a partner in the MTV!) and we walked for miles so we can tape some good shots. They showed me around their school and let me boss them around, so it was pretty good.
I think I had some good lighting around the mall and besides the church. Happy with that.
Anyway today's my Theology and Philosophy exam. I didn't study. I wonder if I'll pass this term unscathed.
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YAHOO!
I finally got to log and capture my shots.
HURRAH!
Oh and by the way, the song I chose is not from the list last Jan 28.
I changed it to Sunday Drive - The Early November.
And Chris Mascardo's going to be my MTV star.
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Mood: I <3 No Face
Listening to:
Quote of the Day: The Way - Mia Doi Todd
I just finished watching Spirited Away and OHMYGODDD
I loved it so much!
Randy downloaded the movie on his PSP and I was glued to the small screen for 2.03 hrs.
WATCHIT WATCHIT.
Kay bye.
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Mood: Annoyed
Listening To: She's Losing It - Belle and Sebastian
Okay Just A List !
1. BELLE AND SEBASTIAN (c/o Yahoo! Music)
`She's Losing It
2. APPLESEED CAST (c/o PureVolume)
`Steps and Numbers
`Forever Longing The Golden Sunsets
`Reaction
`Fishing the Sky
3. AMERICAN ANALOG SET (c/o BetterPropaganda)
`Hard to Find
4. YO LA TENGO (c/o BetterPropaganda)
`Today Is The Day
AND ETC
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Mood: I am teh Screwball
Listening to:
Quote of the Moment: "Super Yay!"
Hi. I'm doing a STORYBOARD today for my MC350 Non Linear Video Editing Class. I'm pretty psyched that I'll get to write, do the screenplay, produce, and direct my very first Music Video.I've been planning for two weeks now and I think my concept'll do good. I had some brainstorming about what's the music, how's it going to look like, and who'll be my stars and all those stuff. So here were my options (so that I can have something to fall back on)
1. FLOAT ON - Modest Mouse. This is my favourite Indie song to listen to these days and I really <3 its incredibly upbeat style. The lyric is funny and light and real. I had on my mind that I'll do a pied-piper video on this one. I'd do a travel sequence in highways and collect every street children I can find and let them form a line behind me singing and clapping along to the song.
2. SEVEN NATION ARMY - The White Stripes. Hm, I just have some vague ideas, still shots in my mind about what it's going to look like. The video of this song'll be set in sepia tone. Well, that's all I know for now.
3. HOLLAND 1948 - Neutral Milk Hotel. I'm thinking of old people. No, wait. An old couple sitting on a bench at the park, together but not looking at each other. They sit quietly and look at the different people in the place. The mothers and their kids, nannies gossiping, kids and fathers, balloons and ice cream cones. They remember the times they were young, both together and looking at each other. Now here they are wrinkled, old, and taking the other's companionship for granted. After much flashback, finally the woman's head slowly leans on the old man's shoulders and the old man's chin rests on the old woman's head. They close their eyes and sleep for all eternity.
Exunt.
4. EYES ON ME - Faye Wong (Final Fantasy VIII Theme Song) Yeah, lame song I know. But this is the one I picked; my lame-o-meter this week's gargantuan in proportion. Well, anyways I already set up the STORYBOARD for this and I think the boring minded will glomp it to death. Okay, the video goes like this. In a high school there is a legend about a staircase which anybody who jumps from there will find his or her true love waiting for him/her at the bottom of the stairs. They will only complete their love, and will be together forever and ever only if the one at the top of the stairs jumps, trusting that the other will always catch him/her. The true test of letting all inhibitions go and just trusting the person to be there for you at this time when you need him/her, to break your fall and save you.
What? Not drowned in mush yet?
Okay. Will go back tomorrow to tell you the good news if my BOARD is approved or not. Wish me luck and remind me to bring barf bags for my classmates.
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Mood: Shiny
Listening to: Juicebox - The Strokes
I HAVE JUST FOUND OUT LAST JAN 23 THAT I LIKE SAYING STUPID STUFF AT MY NEW BLOGSOURCE.
I'm getting a little intelligent from all the books I'm reading. You see, I'm preparing for my report about Feminist Theories. You will be able to notice my highfalutiness at Feminism and the Feminist Ideology.
Hello to Laura Mulvey, you've been such an inspiration, but no thanks. And to Molly Haskell, a fine hippy lady who amused me for 5 mins.
I gave up on drawing.
DON'T I DESERVE A TABLET FOR ALL MY HARDWORK?! Even just a small one?
OKAY. back to rapidsuccession.blogsource.com
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Mood: Arrrr
Listening to: Venetian Blinds - Future Kings of Spain
Quote of the Moment: "Arrr..."

One Hundred Years of Solitude follows the lives of the Buendía family line. The patriarch, José Arcadio Buendía, founds the village of Macondo where much of the story takes place. After fifty pages, it is easy to believe that anything might happen in Macondo: a plague of insomnia, an inexplicable ascendance to heaven or a rainstorm lasting four years, eleven months and two days.
Located near the front of the book is a diagram of the Buendía family tree. Refer to it early and often. José Arcadio Buendía and his wife, Úrsula, have three children: Aureliano, José Arcadio and Amaranta. And so on, and so on, as succeeding generations assume the same names. There are so many combinations of Aureliano and José Arcadio that it's hard to keep everyone straight in your head, especially when they all have similar personalities.
The Aurelianos are quiet and prefer their own company, while the José Arcadios are all brash men, eager for the novelty of meeting new people. The boys also inherit indelible memories from their namesakes. So, while events and circumstances of their lives change, it seems the same two people are born again and again.
"The history of the family was a machine with unavoidable repetitions, a turning wheel that would have gone on spilling into eternity were it not for the progressive and irremediable wearing of the axle."
The consanguinity of the Buendía family probably contributes to the grinding axle. The original José Arcadio and Úrsula were cousins, products of centuries of intermarriage. Their families opposed the wedding, fearing the couple's children would be born with tails, but the cousins marry anyway. Two of their sons have children by the same woman. An aunt sleeps with her nephew. As the family bloodline disintegrates, so does Macondo. Near the end, the village is empty. The dry wind sweeps both into memory.
It follows the fortunes of the Buendia family, founding residents of the South American jungle community of Macondo. During the century of the title they endure a breathtaking array of misfortune and misadventure, taking in war, revolution, inbreeding, alchemy, and... well, the list goes on and on, and this was one of the first strengths of the book to be discussed. The richness of incident and imagery and the skilful blending of the real and the surreal made for an extremely vivid and engaging read. Several group members likened the experience of talking about the book to waking from a dream and trying to recall the details – the sleeping sickness that gripped the village; Melquiades, the mysterious gypsy who holds the secrets to Macondo’s fate; a stranded Spanish galleon in the middle of the jungle; a baby being devoured by ants.
All of the characters were in someway flawed, and if not wholly likeable, each of them evoked our empathy in different ways. The multi-faceted Colonel Aureliano Buendia and his many spectacular survivals, the resourceful and resilient mother Ursula and her doomed husband Jose Arcadio, and the mysterious, troubled, earth-eating Rebeca remained with us long after the final page.
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I think my blog's broken!
[edit]
Oh. It's not.
Silly me.
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Mood: TIRED! TIRED! TIRED!
Listening To: Ohio Is For Lovers - Hawthorn Heights
Quote of the Moment:
I'm back at school and I'm hating every second I go in the classroom-slash-aquarium.
One teacher sucks. It pains me to look at her.
Randy is absent for MC350 today. I'm going to have lunch all alone.
It's because his sleeping habits have gone haywire.
Anyway, he'll be here at 1.00pm at F511 for our MC108 crash course with Carol Arguillez a journalist from the Philippine Daily Inquirer as our guest speaker.
I'm sort of uber hungry at this point of time. Yesterday I only had a cup of rice and some dry meat for lunch and that's what I had for the whole day.
I want to eat but I'm saving up money for something.
Yay I logged in on friendster for what feels like 3 weeks.
SOME DRAWING I DID BEFORE JANUARY WHICH I LEFT ON THE MAC.
This is Randy.

And this is Weng, my next-door Mac user. S/he's a funny person and s/he's adorably loveable.
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SPRING MOON - Bette Bao Lord
Behind the garden walls of the House of Chang, pampered daughter Spring Moon is born into luxury and privilege. But the tempests of change sweep her into a new world -- one of hardship, turmoil, and heartbreak, one that threatens to destroy her husband, her family, and her darkest secret love. Through a tumultuous lifetime, Spring Moon must cling to her honor, to the memory of a time gone by, and to a destiny, foretold at her birth, that has yet to be fulfilled.
The story starts with Plum Blossom, the slave girl of the young Spring Moon, bitterly laments the news that she is to be given away as a concubine to pay a gambling debt incurred by the mandarin House of Chang.
When Spring Moon tries to intervene in Plum Blossom's behalf, she learns from the dying family patriarch that the debt is simply an honorable ruse to provide an old friend with someone to bear his children, a role that Plum Blossom might accept if she understood. But before Spring Moon can tell her, the slave girl takes matters into her own hands. Spring Moon finds her in the Cypress Garden, dangling ''from a limb. She had dressed for her journey in the finest silks, a holiday scarf around her neck.'' Stuff of Folk Tales
Not only is this incident the stuff of folk tales, it also artfully prefigures the larger action of the novel. It puts a symbolic curse on the House of Chang that will not be redeemed by 100 years of violent history. It is also the first in a series of antitraditional acts that all together can be seen as China's experience in the 20th century.
There is the incestuous love affair that develops between Spring Moon and her uncle, the new patriarch of the House of Chang, Bold Talent. There is the marriage of Spring Moon's daughter, Lustrous Jade, to a peasant revolutionary, and the couple's deepening involvement wth the vanguard of the Chinese revolution. Indeed, there is the entire historical backdrop of this multigenerational epic - from the Boxer Uprising through the Long March to Henry A. Kissinger's secret mission to Peking in 1971.
Yet somehow all this promise is never quite fulfilled. There are a number of high points - the wedding night of Spring Moon and Glad Promise, when two enlightened young participants in an arranged marriage, while trying to respect family tradition, discover they would rather play chess than pretend to be in love. And a family reunion in the Epilogue at which the 90-year-old Spring Moon drinks champagne with her 60-year-old son from her incestuous affair, who still believes that Spring Moon is his sister.
But in between these extremes, the narrative of ''Spring Moon'' often has a peculiar quality of half-hearted gesture, as if it were signaling its story instead of rolling up its sleeves and acting it out. Sometimes there is a mood of elegy so overpowering that we feel as if the events of the story died before they ever had a chance to happen.
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British writer Neil Gaiman may at first seem an unlikely candidate as one who would attempt a novel that seeks out the heart of America—after all, he’s not from here. Nevertheless, he tries and succeeds in abundance with American Gods, his most epic prose work to date. In it, he introduces us to the personified representations of Americans’ dreams, the old gods our ancestors and current immigrants carry into this land and the new ones created in the fast-paced technological world of modern life. He has woven a contemporary myth, as relevant a commentary on society as those of old.
Gaiman is no stranger to mythmaking. He first won popularity in the late ‘80s with the success of The Sandman, a comic-book series that set a new standard for excellence within the medium. It was thoughtful, relevant, entertaining, and haunting, and much of the world of graphic novels has been changed for the better because of it. He has also written a farcical novel, Good Omens, with Terry Pratchett; the dark fantasy Neverwhere, which became a cult BBC series; the collection of short stories and poems Smoke and Mirrors; and Stardust, a seemingly incongruous fairy tale; but Sandman by far remains his most acclaimed work. Truly, the series has become a myth unto itself, still regarded by many as the best comic in decades. Humans, gods, angels, and even personified abstractions such as Dream, the title character, all interacted in much the same way as they do in American Gods, the best work by Gaiman since Dream’s passing.
American Gods follows Shadow, a recently released ex-con with a knack for coin tricks, on an expansive adventure across America’s heartland. Shadow’s name best describes his character: while he’s likable, kind, and motivated by compassion, he’s also troubled and not quite whole. In effect he’s a living ghost, wandering the world without purpose. After serving three years for aggravated assault, Shadow is released two days early to mourn his wife Laura’s death. It turns out Laura had died in the same car accident as his best friend—the two were having an affair during Shadow’s sentence. Without a home, a wife, a friend, or a job, Shadow finds his life rendered more or less nonexistent. When a strange old man calling himself Wednesday offers Shadow a job as an errand boy, he has no reason not to accept.
It’s soon revealed that Wednesday is not your run-of-the-mill lecherous old man. He’s a lecherous old god by the name of Odin. Wednesday/Odin came to American shores in the ninth century, hitching a ride in the Norse fantasies of early Viking explorers. He is but one of countless many, as Shadow quickly discovers as he travels middle America with his enigmatic employer. He runs into the Egyptian cat goddess Bast, the Irish Mad Sweeney, and the Slavic god of darkness and death, Czernobog, just to name a few of the eclectic gathering of deities in the book. Because true faith and sacrifice to them have long since ceased in this country, however, they’ve all weakened considerably and make do by leading humble lives no different from any other mortal. Standing in opposition are the new American gods, sprung from the modern day rituals and reliance we have on everyday commodities. There are gods of television, credit cards, and the Internet, and their agents are bland but vicious drones with such names Mr. Town and Mr. Stone. Wednesday wants a showdown, the winner supposedly taking on new vitality and power over opposing cultural paradigms.
Shadow spends much of his time wondering about his role in all this. Laura’s ghost repeatedly finds him and helps him out of jams. Her presence is a continual reminder, along with Shadow’s dreams of burial and death, that he is not living a full life; truly, in the face of unimaginable situations, Shadow rarely bats an eye. He is as much a product of this culture as the gods he falls in with—there is scant to believe in, few real mysteries, and an impending sense of being washed over by time with little to hold on to but shadows of the past. Gaiman has fashioned a new myth about modern Americans, a plot constructed of fragments of ancient tales woven into an original and vital drama.
Like any good myth, American Gods features a boatload of mysteries and plot twists. While knowledge of other religions is not at all required to enjoy the book, many will have plenty of fun trying to figure out which oddball character is what ancient god. Gaiman never tells it to us flat-out, and if it seems like he does, there’s a catch somewhere. Mysteries and open-endedness are Gaiman’s specialties, and American Gods is both complex enough to warrant serious critical analysis, yet with a stylistic simplicity and lightning-fast pace that will engross any reader.
Now a resident of Minneapolis, Minnesota, Gaiman began writing American Gods as a means to understanding Americans’ beliefs and ideologies. As he’s expressed on many occasions, America turned out to be a much more complex, beautiful, and strange a land than he had imagined while still in England. His attempt to grasp the peculiarities of American life resulted in a story that presented its own journey for meaning. Shadow’s discoveries about the nature of gods and mortal life are thoughtful lessons Gaiman presents without obtrusiveness. His primary business here is to tell a story, and does so with nary a glitch or stutter.
Gaiman’s greatest achievement in American Gods is the manner in which he is able to express and comment upon his experience with America through wildly fantastical elements. One realizes how magical even the plainest portions of the country are, as Wednesday and Shadow trek across the country looking for supernatural recruits. No imagination can escape the boundaries of America’s wide and varied landscapes, and even gods are humbled by it. These modern times are often defined in terms of conflicting values and eras, as well as ethnicities and languages, and somewhere, standing undefined, is that elusive figure suggested by the term “American.” With brilliance, Gaiman has painted a portrait of the American, as well as of America itself, and, in so doing, created a tale worthy to be placed alongside the finest of American literature. He has presented a mirror whereby, perhaps, Americans can better understand themselves.
ALSO, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
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Mood: A little vengeful
Listening To: Freedom Like a Shopping Cart - NoFX
Quote of the Moment:
I spent the night in my sister's homely place in Pampanga. And for just a night, I think I put on 16 pounds from all the food I ate.
In the morning, Arvin, my 10-year-old nephew, and I went to a small game cafe --which had only 4 computers running on illegal software-- only to be ripped off.
I thought that the net rate was P10.00 or at the most, P15.00, but it was after 1-and-something hour of playing single-player games like Black Hawk Down, VietCong, Red Alert, Diablo II(Eww.. Modified...) and Warcraft III on LAN-disabled computers did I find out that the rate was P25.00 per hour.
MMMPFFF!!!!
Arvin paid P70.00 for crap. I gave dirty looks to the pretty girl in the game cafe counter who charged us the hefty money. God, we gave away P70.00 to play old games on crappy computers to someone who doesn't even know what words like "mod", "private server" and "FPS" mean.
Someone burn this cafe down.
For a lighter side of the day:
I met up with Randy today! :D He was late but I couldn't care less. I hugged him and showed my fixed tooth and we both laughed. He said that it was a nice fix.
We walked around the mall going to different game shops (he's looking for the 1-gig Memory Card SD for his PSP which, by the way is coming tomorrow). I bought a new PS2 CD, Fatal Frame 3: The Tormented so Arvin and I can have a nice time during the remaining Christmas vacation.
We then went to the arcade and played the ticket-spouting games like the one which you put a token in and if by twist of luck you happen to land it in the hole, you'll get the jackpot tickets. Another was the one you get to punch the passing fishes and the number of fishes punched corresponds to how many tickets will you get. Another one, the ticket roulette. You turn the big wheel and whichever color it stops has a corresponding ticket prize. All other games we played I cannot remember anymore! D: We collected 107 tickets all in all. After a through deliberation, we picked 2 matching bracelets (yeah corny so what!) and small, brown coinpurse as our prizes! We left the arcade giddy and hungry.
At the foodcourt, we pigged out at ANGHANG (SPICE) where we got to try extra spicy Filipino dishes. I picked Spicy Binagoongan, and Randy had the Hot Spare Ribs. The food was good but we drank A LOT of cold drinks.
We played games at Sequel. We tried to play multiplayer HALO but there was a problem with the CD keys. We registered at
Ragnarok.ph and started out with a novice with the name Pastilan~ and Randy with his Ragnasuxs~. Hmm? Plans of coming back? NO WAY! Or hmm depends. We ony have 100 million zenny left, I don't think it can sustain two characters considering the prices of gears in Prontera is on an all-time high. As for me, I would like to stay out of Ragnarok as much as possible.
Randy challenged me to a one-one-one in Gunbound. He with his Tree-boy avatar and me, newly registered (I gave my account to my other nephew, Mark.) The score, Randy vs. Me was 6-6. I could have won the last round if Randy didn't CHEAT!
(Randy: I really didn't cheat! It was... STRATEGY!)
I nearly tore his shirt because I was trying to stop him from messing with my angle! We laughed so hard, people at the back started to look at us.
We went home laughing.
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Mood: Randy-less
Listening To: Iko-Iko - Dixie Cups
Quote of the Moment: "The man looked so pathetic!"
Went back to our old little house. I slept there for the night.
My sister bought some DVDs like The Ballad of Jack and Rose, My Left Foot, La Petit Lili and North Country.

Mineko Iwasaki first explains that geisha means artist. She considered herself a geiko (female artist) and also a maiko (a woman of dance). She was also an atori, the head of household and business for other geikos who worked in the Iwasaki lodging house and the support staff.
She does acknowledge that some women do work as prostitutes, but geikos are artists. But, love can happen when men and women come together.
Iwaski was one of 11 children. Some older siblings became geikos, but she was chosen by the Iwasaka atori to be the next atori. She lived in the Gion section of Kyoto.
She started her training at age five but she was not adopted by the Iwasaki family until she was about 10. Until this point, she occasionally visited her parents. After the adoption, she did not.
Iwasaki was amazed that she even became a geiko, much less an atori.
“A first-class geiko is constantly in the glare of spotlights while I spent much of my childhood hiding in a darkened closet. A first-class geiko uses all the skills at her command to please her audience.. while I prefer solitary pursuits A first-class geiko is an exquisite willow tree who bends to the service of others while I have always been stubborn and contrary by nature, and very, very proud.”
Iwasaki was happy at home, but fate had another path planned for her. She started dance lessons at age 6, attending school, and did some minor household tasks. At age 15, she stopped attending regular school, went to dance school in the mornings, paid respectful visits to others in the geiko community, rehearsed for dance performances, studied national and international events, and biographies of clients and patrons, and performed the geiko duties in the evenings. Iwasaka worked almost non-stop, seven days a week, for several years. She did have to stop once when her kidneys failed; she usually slept about 4 or 5 hours a night. She did have servants, so she didn’t have to do household tasks or run errands, like other young women in Japan.
Iwasaki chafed under the restrictions. Although the system allowed her to earn a great deal of money, she could not dance what she felt like; she had to follow the rules of the dance mistress. She wanted to continue her formal education, but that was frowned upon.
She has no idea how to handle money, or how much things costs. She falls in love with a married man, who promises to leave his wife. She has to ask the permission from a go-between to make arrangements.
Despite the restrictions, Iwasaka was determined to continue expanding her mind. She tried learning new ideas from talking to clients. She kept petitioning the governing board of the geikos for modernizations, despite their refusal. She lived in her own apartment for a bit and learned how to cook and clean and deal with her budget. She took better care of herself and went on vacations.
I learned many things about the geikos: how much a kimino costs and why it is so precious, how envious other women can be (I worked in mostly male offices, so this was eye opening for me), how difficult is it to dress and get ready for an evening of work, how strict the dancing was. Also, entire families get to know their favorite geiko and even invite her to visit them in their vacation home.
Iwasaki decides to retire at a rather young age and marry an artist. She learns another career. She still goes to Gion to see the geikos.
I enjoyed reading this autobiography and recommend this book to anyone who wants to learn more about this world.
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Mood: Saved!
Listening To: First Breath After A Coma - Explosions in the Sky
Quote of the Moment: "I SMELL CRUMMY! Don't go near me!"
I had the most terrible Father Sinusitis couple with a Mother of all Headaches today. I woke up feeling that the hole on my nose was twice its normal radius and that I lacked sufficient protective nasal mucus. I got up from the bed and felt my brain move in an excruciating way and my eyes stung. I tried to take air in a little at a time because if I breathe normally, it would hurt my nasal cavities so much.
I had a 9.00am appointment with my dentist, Dr. Joy and knew that I would be late. I got up, took a bath, got dressed and went to the clinic. Dr. Joy wasn't there and there were 3 other patients around, so I went to the secretart to cancel my appointment and move it 10am tomorrow.
I went back to my room and took a rest, I felt like I had a fever coming from all the tension in my body. I changed into comfy clothes and a kimono, prepared a small pail of warm-water-and-isoprophyl-alcohol-solution just like how my nanay would prepare for me when I got very sick. I dipped a small handkechief and put it on my forehead. It maded me slightly better.
I slept for some time and woke up still hurting a lot and hungry. I had no one to prepare anything for me so I got up and went 5 blocks away to buy an apple and an orange. Then I went back to sleep.
I woke up and felt better.... NOT! Ohmyhead. The pain doubled and I wanted someone to help me get this pain out. I called Randy and asked him to visit me, but he was still tired (his voice sounded oddly groggy) so he couldn't go, but he said he was just a phone call away.
I was a little miffed. I sent an SMS to my nanay asking that she take care of me today, but unfortunately she didn't reply. I SMSed my big sister to buy me some medicine but she also didn't reply. It has been such a long time since I'd been sick and now this is me, sick for real.
I wanted someone by my side but nobody came. So I ate my apple alone and slept again.
Nobody was there when I woke up.
I think I got a little lonely.
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DUM-DUM-DUM!
By 5.40 in the afternoon when I was finishing the last of my orange slice, someone called my name and knocked on my door. I recognized the voice instantly and I jumped up and greeted RANDY!
w00t! He came.
He bought with him a fantastic CD compilation (Modest Mouse, NoFX, At the Drive-In, Saosin, Stiff Little Fingers, Silverstein, etc.) so that I could listen to it while I rest. I was so happy.
He said that he would take me out to dinner if that was o.k. with me and I was like I AM DYING OF NOBODY WANTING ME HERE WHAT THE HELL OF COURSE I'D GO! So he did take me out to a wonderful dinner. We also played Warcraft III together, other games like Diablo II for me and he was playing HALO (pc version) by my side.
Nothing made me any happier.
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Mood: HMM RLY?
Listening To: You're So Last Summer - Taking Back Sunday
Quote of the Moment: "I want to GLOMP these Orly Owls!"
I didn't do anything much today. I woke up at 6am from a tiring night, called Randy, took a bath, got dressed and went out to Aldevinco to get my dentist's appointment. I HAD TO GET THAT CHIPPED TOOTH RIGHT. I mean, I spread happiness with my teeth, and I couldn't let a broken enamel get away with halting my plans of intergalactic happy peace, right?

For marbles you're either the person sitting up the target or the person shooting... Usually the targets are more valuable: cat's eyes, clear glass with a bloom of colored petals in the centre, red or yellow or green or blue; puries, flawless like coloured water or sapphires or rubies; waterbabies with undersea filaments of color suspended ion them; metal bowlies; aggies, like marbles only bigger. These exotics are passed from winner to winner. it's cheating to buy them; they have to be won.
The cat's eyes are my favorite. If I win a new one I wait until I'm by myself, then take it out and examine it, turning it over and over in the light. The cat's eyes really are like eyes, but not the eyes of cats. They're the eyes of something that isn't known but exists anyway.Although her brother Stephen is the champion player, collecting marbles stored in Crown preserving jars, he rarely crows about his skill and inexplicably buries all of them along with a detailed treasure map down inside the ravine somewhere to be forgotten and rediscovered by a lucky stranger.
Elaine Risley recounts the memories of childhood when they accompanied her father, meandering through the Canadian woods, following the caterpillar infestations and collecting samples of blue-striped caterpillars that rivalled Nabokov's butterfly collection. Often they stay in cabins belonging to other people or abandoned logging camps, drifting from place to place until they settle for a few weeks in housekeeping cottages where they live on slices of bread spread with molasses and hunks of cheese. With the War over, life normalizes into a routine of doing homework under her mother's direction. Isolated in the Canadian woods by their vagabond lifestyle, Elaine enters a book to meet Dick and Jane who live in a neat house with ruffled curtains and surrounded by a tidy picket fence. Jane always wears prissy dresses and Spot is always clean: "After school Carol and I walk home, not the way the school bus goes in the morning but a different way, along back streets and across a decaying wooden footbridge over the ravine. We've been told not to do this alone, and not to go down into the ravine by ourselves. There might be men down there, is what Carol says." (p48)
School brings new friendships as Carol introduces Elaine to Grace Smeath who is a year older. Grace is always the teacher whenever they play school. Carol lives with chintz drapes and takes piano lessons while Elaine sleeps on the floor in an unfinished house. The Smeaths go to church on Sunday and live a rigid life without make-up. Grace, in turn, introduces Elaine to Cordelia. They formed a trio in the summer while Elaine was with her wandering family trailing caterpillar infestations. Cordelia dominates. Elaine accedes, wanting the security of social acceptance.
Together they walk home from school, a trio that expanded into a quartet, passing their way through the back streets to cross the rickety wooden bridge spanning the ravine. Carol gets frightened by stories that Cordelia spins and Cordelia dares. Elaine knows that it is just a game, like the cat with the half-slit eye watching the wretched mouse.
And their lives are like marbles scattered apart in life's game. Who knows what the sleeping cat is thinking or the sadistic pleasure it enjoys when tossing the terrified mouse about.
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Mood: EFFED
Listening To: Whining - Me
Quote of the Moment: "Ohmygod who cares?"
Rashed took me to see two movies today, Ang Pagdadalaga Ni Maximo Oliveros and The Fog. The first one we didn't finish, because of people making suspicious creaky noises on their seats. The Fog was a B-movie, though produced by Columbia and Revolution Studios, the blandness of the whole plot made me want to go back to Pagdadalaga and just ignore the weird things I hear.
Then we went to the arcades. We haven't played there since... ages ago. We both noticed there were some major changes. There's this big ticket redemption booth now, a lot of new kiddie rides and there were these games they've installed that spews out tickets. It was a lot more fun than the past arcade stuff.
I saw the UFO CATCHER, which weirdly has these not-so-UFO-looking teddy bears that you have to get using a crane. Randy got me 3 stuff toys: one was a milk cow (my favorite :D), then a white bear with red underwear, and a fuzzy um Sasquatch? We played a single round of Time Crisis, and then went down to Video City to rent movies.
It was raining when we got out of the mall but we trudged ahead, sharing my for-one-person-only umbrella (we kept on getting wet anyway =)...
I CHIPPED MY TOOTH TODAY AND I FEEL SO UGLY. (T^T) Adding insult to my injury, the chipped tooth is located on my FRONT TEETH!

OKAY. I'M GONNA GO SULK FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. P.S.
NOT RECOMMENDED: eating while watching Kung Fu Hustle. My pancit canton almost shot out of my nose.
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Mood: Yay~!
Listening To: Mookie Last Christmas - Saosin
Quote of the Moment: "I just... point, then shoot."

DO THEY HEAR YOU WHEN YOU CRY is a true life and modern autobiography of a woman from Togo, Africa, who was forced to flee her homeland and abandoned her family to avoid the customer of Female Gender Mutilation (FGM).
I first read of this subject nearly ten years ago, and now, as I think back to that magazine article, and reading the horror that the author, Fauziya Kassindja faced during the 1990's, I have to wonder if the article I did read was actually the one which was released by Fauziya's lawyers, prior to her release.Kauziya was born in Togo, a tiny African country which has more loyalty to its long-formed tribes than to its more recently formed country borders. Born to a large family, including several older sisters, Kauziya was doubtless her father's (Yaya) favourites of all his children, being one of the youngest, and female, and likewise she adored him. Both were even more united by the fact that they both suffered from asthma.
The family upheld many Muslim traditions, although her father did not follow the faith blindly. His eldest three daughters had been allowed to marry whom they chose, and were not subjected to the trauma of FGM, which was intended to remove any sensation for the female, yet was so barbaric in nature, that it could often cause death. In the early stages of this text, despite knowing part of the outcome, family life in Togo was anything any family could wish for, with the children, including females being sent to school for a decent education, and being allowed to choose their own spouses, as the three elder girls all did, with spectacular four days weddings on each occasion.
Alas for Fauziya, life was to change forever, when her father died suddenly from asthma, and family life was never to be the same again. Her aunt and uncle had the power to eject her mother from their fmaily home, forbid her from attending school, and find her a husband, depsite the fact the man in question was much older and with several wives. Whether it was denial ir sheer disbelief that her aunt and uncle would force her to marry this man against her wishes, only Fauziya will ever be able to answer. Her sister provided the answer with an escape from Africa into Europe being the only way to avoid this life threatening procedure that awaited her, should she stay.To say Fauziya was naïve in the ways of the western world would be an understatement, and she quickly decided that Germany was not the country for her, as she did not speak the language and she wanted to continue the education she valued so badly. Despite the fact that she had made a successful entry into Germany, she paid a virtual strange almost half the cash she had for a passport into America, never intending to enter illegally, but merely to "apply for asylum" once she reached their shores. Not for one minute did she see the flaws in this plan, which led her to a long period in institutions, waiting for her case to come before a judge.
Essentially this book is the story of her survival and her fight for a life without mutilation, despite the fact that she was treated as no better than a criminal for well over a year, and subjected to both degrading and humiliating torture and suffered as a victim of the court system in America. Our author was born in 1977, so this book is written almost in the present day, a mere 10 years ago. This makes me feel almost certain that it was her article that I read as part of a number of true life accounts of FGM, published in a leading women's magazine in the UK. The horrendous part of this, is that while I was sitting being pampered in a hair salon somewhere, the subject of the article was sitting in an American jail, herself not even ten years younger than me, and having committed no crime whatsoever, other than the fact she was black and appeared to be escaping for a better life.
This is a truly heartbreaking book. The circumstances which the author had to face would be more than challenging for any woman, yet this woman came from a tribal upbringing with no knowledge whatsoever of western life, and found herself flung in a jail with appalling conditions many thousands of miles from family and with no obvious end to the situation.If there has to be an upside, then it is the lengths to which both her distant cousin, already in America, and then her legal team, go to, to release her from the prison that is destroying her life, and almost wish her to want to go badck to Togo and face both the procedure and the marriage from which she fled in the first place.
This book is 700 pages long, yet I completed it in a matter of a couple of days; haunting as the subject matter was, it was impossible not to identify the emotion that Fauziya was going through, and willing the right result to happen, even though in your heart of hearts, any reader will know that it was never going to be an easy ride. Fauziya was released from prison, to begin what must still have been a terrifying new start in America. She was still at a desperately young age, and with no parents or family to guide her, and all as a result of a desperate battle to flee a life which she did not want, and definitely did not deserve.
Political asylum is currently a talking point within the UK, and is no doubt fuelled by the tabloid press, but reading a book such as this does make you stop and think about the human reasons as to why individuals would choose to even begin to flee their homeland and try and start afresh in a country where more hostility is inevitable.Tough read? Without a doubt, but recommended.Labels: Book Review
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Mood: Happie!~ Wai~
Listening to: Third Engine - Saves the Day
Quote of the Moment: "You are the most rottenest, spoiled brat I've ever known."
Police Officer One Redin Cuevas is what you would call the "Brawny Officer". Has the looks of a tough police but who, underneath a tough-as-nails exterior, is a gentleman who possesses a placid voice and a disarming kind of smile.
Sir Redin Cuevas has been a police officer for 3 years. He graduated in RMMC-Gensan in his Criminology last 2001. He had served the Regional Mobile Group in General Santos City when he was a fresh graduate and was designated to the Sta. Ana Police Station, Davao City, the place he still tends to up to this day.
Being a police officer is not known to give you the highest payroll nor does it give you the security of having the safest job in the world. It takes a lot of dedication, compassion, patience and extreme muscle work to be the kind of police that everybody looks up to.
Sir Redin has three reasons as to why he chose to become a police officer. One is that he believes that being a police officer is a noble job, and he himself is faithful to the police officer's creed of servitude and protection for the people as a peace keeper. Because the people he protects just might be his own family, too.
The second of factor is his family. Sir Redin is married to a wonderful woman who bore him two wonderful kids. "One is five, and the little one is only eight months old...", he said with pride. He wanted the assurance that his family will always be safe, and what better way to take care of them than to make sure that the community where they live will always be overlooked by him.
The last factor would be that it was his early dreams of becoming a law enforcer that propelled him to make the decision. Although in his side of the family he was the only one who was into this field, the Cuevas clan was known to be a family of police officers. Sir Redin wanted to continue his clan's legacy and make a name for him as well. Being a police officer was a dream he made for himself and, in result, for his own family too.
He had his fair share of memorable moments in his profession. He experienced friendship among his comrades on-duty and off-duty, but especially on operations which require extreme teamwork. He has a sort-of second family in his precinct now, he has friends who would take the bullet for him, and he, them. He works day and night with them, finishing paper works and patrolling night after night making sure the city is safe. He found friends-for-life in his job, the people he could turn to when he needs help and who would accompany him in his difficult tasks as an officer.
Yes, he has his own share of difficulties, too. In his profession, he is what higher officers would call a "rookie", someone who has just started out. He is PO1 and for Redin, it is what challenges him. He is just in his first stepping stone, and it is very hard. The cases he takes on require outmost attention,
but he needs exposure to the rough aspects of his work, and he must face all his fears. Every patrol, operation and crime raid is a thin line of getting the case done and a matter of survival. He puts his life on the line and fulfills his obligation in the precinct.
Sometimes Redin feels the strain of having to be the breadwinner of his family, as well as looking after his little sister who he sends to college. It is truly a financial strain, because according to him, he wasn't born in a rich family. But Redin had the strength to make this situation as his driving force to push himself forward and succeed. He has dreams of being a high-ranking police officer someday. He also dreams big of becoming lawyer. All of these dreams are ultimately centered for the welfare of his family. He said that all he needs in life to succeed is to believe that you can make it, to focus on your dreams and to stand steadfast to the challenges that may come up without warning, and last but not the least is to believe in the highest power, to believe in God and leave his dreams and his family in Hands for safekeeping.
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Mood: ANGFRY!!! WTF!!!
Listening to: At Least We're Dreaming - Eve 6
Quote of the Moment: "GET OUT!"
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Yesterday Randy and I went to see the Guerilla Film Festival. There were 3 categories, namely, the "Workshop Films", where some my classmates who were enrolled in the Alchemy of Vision and Light presented their working films. The "Open Category" is... uh, i think, an open presentation to every indie filmmaker in Davao. "Cinemalaya" is the category for the cinemalaya members all over the country. The three categories formed the whole Guerilla Film Festival.
I truly regret that I didn't get to see both the Open Category and Cinemalaya Films, due to me not having enough money to buy the two tickets. (T^T) Tickets cost Php60.00 each! :P
I only saw the Workshop Films: "Backspace", a short film which my classmate, Jed was the production's cinematographer. The story was about a screenwriter who had to beat the deadline for the script he was making. Because he was so engrossed about finishing his whole work, he forgot to pay attention to his wife and forgot about their anniversary. The wife was trying to get him to pay attention to their relationship but the writer was too inspired to, so he kept on writing and writing on his laptop.
His wife gave up trying to persuade him and declared an ultimatum: either he drop his work immediately, or she will leave him. He didn't mind her and he finished his ominous last paragraph. His script ended with the words 'I forgot that I had a home and a wife to take care of' (or something of the sort). Feeling ecstatic upon finally finishing his work, he looked for his wife to tell the good news. He searched around the house but could not find her anywhere. Flashbacks and dreams intertwined with his reality, he kept on thinking about the ultimatum his wife gave to him and he (im not really sure, the acting was pretty bad at this point and scene was on an all-time opacity high for anyone to focus.) regretted that he didn't pay attention to his wife and forgot that it was their anniversary. He wanted to turn back the time to get his wife back. He went to his laptop and backspaced his last paragraph. He called his wife on her cellphone to tell her he was sorry. (UHHHHHHHHH o_O)
The next short film was "Pakat" (a Maguindanaon word for 'friend'). The story was about Malik, a young Muslim teenager who was a transferee at a local school in Tacurong, North Cotabato. The concentration of Christians in the school is high, and he was the only Muslim in his class. The first time he introduced himself to his classmates, he was scorned and was discriminated because he is Muslim, and therefore, must be a member of the Abu-Sayyaf. "Huy, maghilom ta, naa bayay si Abu-Sayyaf!" ("Let's all keep quiet, because Abu-Sayyaf is here!") said one classmate. He ate alone and had no one to call a friend. One lunch time, Malik entered the canteen and was eyed by everyone inside. One boy mocked him, "Diri ta kaon, Malik. Naay adobong baboy, sinugbang baboy." (Malik, come eat with us, we have adobo pork and grilled pork.), knowing full well that pork was prohibited in the Muslim religion. Malik declined politely, saying that it was against his religion to eat those foods. He proceeded to an empty table and ate quietly. The other boys were eyeing him and made a deliberately began to show him how they ate their pork. Malik was insulted.
One day a boy came up to his house and started befriending him. His name is Miguel, a Christian and was one of Malik's tormentor. But he apologized to Malik, saying that he didn't really mean to be antagonistic toward him, but it was his friends that forced him to. Malik forgave him and they became best of friends.
One day, Miguel was in trouble because his "barkada" found out that he had become friends with the Muslim boy. Miguel was branded as a traitor and was hit repeatedly. Malik saw Miguel being beaten by some guys and he ran to him, fighting for Miguel. Miguel's barkada ran off, leaving Miguel in the dirty, wet ground and Malik still angry. Malik helped Miguel up and proposed that they go to the river to wash off the dirt and wounds. At the river there was an accident concerning Malik and Miguel rescued his friend, which made for a very nice and heartwarming film, really.
There was quite a lot more but the ones above are the very very extremely few worth writing about.
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Mood: Innocuous
Listening To: Nuisance - John Reuben
Quote of the Day: "THAT'S WRONG! WRONG! IDIOT!"
Her name is Miss Tarantula X and she's got the demeanor to rip the smile off your face at any given day. She looks mean, walks like a duck in fighting stance and is so cranky that she'll remind you of a cross between Cruella de Vil and the Glendale Federal Bank Lady.
I used to like her and her "cynical borderline jokes" (Randy Ceniza, 2005) like her one liner it'll-only-make-sense-if-you're-intelligent-enough-to-get-it statements. But I don't think she's THAT amusing now. She regards herself as an enlightened free thinker, but I digress.
Last week there was a day when I let my guard down around her, I gathered up the nerve to stand up and inquired about our lesson. I made the mistake of saying "oh, let's say... for example..." because of those words, then she goes all out on me and rants around the front table "YOU'RE WRONG YOU'RE WRONG! IDIOT!" and I was so shocked I blabbered to clear my question.
"Ma'am, i mean, you said it yourself that the signifier is the form, and the signified is the one you associate the form with. So I made the example.. that blah blah example "
"they are NOT THE SAME." She sneered.
"Ma'am, it was just an example, I----"
"An idiot (this is anyone who doesn't share Miss Tarantula X's ideas) only assesses... blah blah repeats my statment"
"That's not the point Ma'am. I only asked if what would be your signifier if you don't have the figure... blah blah rebuttal---"
"Why would you think... blah blah rejects my statement"
I sat back down and almost lost consciousness.
We had her class today and Randy had the unfortunate moment to be under the circumstance I was in when I tried to ask a question that SHE CANNOT ANSWER DIRECTLY. She just rejects it and declares it moot.
But at least Randy and I shared a new inside joke: everytime I catch him waking up after sleeping in class, I would whisper "Axe-Murderer!". Giggles and Tee-hees. :D
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